Area : I_UFO

Date : Oct 02 '95, 02:11                                                       
From : Paul West                                             2:254/284.4
To   : Glenda Stocks                       
Subj : Expansion                                                             
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Hi Glenda.

I was thinking, about your and Walter's experiences with God. What I was
saying about it being impossible for God to manifest within this finite
reality, well, I suddenly realised. It's not a finite reality anyway!

So I think indeed it could be possible that God has a certain image or
embodiment on each plane. If this were a finite universe it wouldn't be
possible, but we know its a pseudo-finite thingy, so indeed I would have to
actually agree that you could meet what is essentially `God' on this plane.
:)

I wonder though, what God looks like on each of these planes? Man with
white beard on all of them perhaps? I don't really know why people
attribute God to being old, after all he is ageless so wouldn't necessarily
be an old man with beard, could just as much be an unborn featus. In fact,
I'd even go along with saying that right at the top, God is still
nothingness.

The more I take a look at the situation at the start of creation, the more
it's making sense that anything is possible and that there really is such a
thing as `majic'. You mentioned, from the RUOW books, about God `feeling'
and all that stuff. Well, here's my rendition...

To start with, there was nothing, no mind, no memory, no thoughts, nothing,
and that was God. God was infinite because he basically didn't exist in any
particular form. This infinite nature of things meant perpetuality took
ahold, guaranteed. /Somewhen/, at a time when `time' was immeasurable
because of there being NO dimensions, this perpetuality ensures that there
was a change. The form of this change is inperceivable because it was under
rules of `no dimensions', but if you read my recent post about how many
dimensions there are, then you will know that changes could still occur
even though they weren't perceivable as being in a particular dimension.

So there was a change. This change meant that there was now an almost
finite definition, a pseudo-finite one, and this caused many things to
happen. From now on I'll discard the word `pseudo' for ease of typing.
First off, it meant that suddenly there was a seperate `thing' within this
infinite nothing. This `thing' means that there was now a very tiny
phenomenon of communication between the whole and the finite thing - a
perception. The finite seperation was the first `form' within the infinite
nothing, and was the creation of a perceiving something, which we call God.

This perceiving something thus was forming an interaction between itself
(awareness) and the unknown void beyond it, the infinite nothing. Just as
with human mind, this created a phenomenon where the awareness was
intermingling with the rest of the stuff (no finite definitions remember,
so its a sort of splerging). This combination of awareness and unawareness
is what makes `feeling' possible, feeling simply meaning perceptions beyond
the confines of self. As this exchange of perception was going on, it
created the possibility for knowing, where the newly born `mind' was able
to take its perceptions and `know' them, and those perceptions BECAME it.
All the perceptions which were channeled into the awareness BECAME the
awareness/mind.

This created the ability for thought, because there was now a combination
between knowledge/widsom and real-time perception, and this perception
brought about a memory. This also meant a massive chain reaction of
continued perceptive changes, and all of these things channeled into the
mind, and the mind grew and grew more and more powerful. Then the mind saw
that there was only darkness being fed into it, and it therefore had no
perceptions of itself, because it was already total darkness inside and
outside. The `thought' was possible still, and this thought and perpetual
perception of `reality' brought about the ability to use what was known to
learn and comprehend what was being channeled in through the feeling
awareness. So this created `will', which is basically the same thing as
using self and non-self to perceive, and choosing between them.

So then God, which was totally pure nothingness still, basically, was not
truly aware of himself, because he was unable to perceive anything other
than love. So he was lost within himself. However, there was still that
initial chain-reacting awareness which was perpetually sucking up the
nothingness, and that caused a massive expansion. The infinite purity of
the love (love=known mind and balance) meant that there was a massive
radiation beyond self, a massive thirst for learning and comprehension, and
this caused an explosion of God into massive proportions. During this,
because the explosion didn't have any dimensions, there was thus an ever
expanding and thinking mind, and it was the `inbalance' of `thought' (ie
the very activity of thinking) which caused a great turbulence between the
mind and the outside nothingness, and this is what created more and more
pseudo-finite things. And as this proceeded, God was still feeling himself,
and he still is today.

So the finite universe began to expand as God expanded, filling and
gobbling up all parts of itself. Chain reactions led to more and more chain
reactions, and this takes us right up to present day reality, the continue
expansive perception of awareness attempting to become infinite, attempting
to conquer the infinite whole. Along the line, Gods body is what comprised
the universe, essentially, the universe is Gods loving thought, a thought
so simple that it is simply love, simply `existence' of thought. The very
first, VERY FIRST, perpetual turbulence within the nothing, which created
that initial division enabling awareness, is also the birth of the
pseudo-finite reality, and thus is also the birth of what you might call
`lucifer'. As God was born out of the loving nothingness, in becoming aware
lucifer was also created, and this was the result of that initial change.

So as God is expanding to fill the whole, so it is essentially a great
expansion of his lungs into which rushes more and more energy and
perceptions, perceptions of a now pseudo-finite reality which are unfolding
from that simply expansion which couldn't be avoided. The universe is
essentially God growing. The universe continues to expand, and
theoretically it should NEVER stop expanding. However, it is inevitable
that the turbulence of the great breath will someday die down and that all
the finite minds pockets will join to fill all the gaps throughout the
universe. And then, as the expansive breath finally and inevitably fills
the whole creation, so the universe dissappeas instantly back into the pure
loving nothingness. If the universe physically contracts and impodes, then
that will be the result of an increasingly powerful `mind' within the
universe, and as you may know mind is intimately linked to gravity -
attraction - perception.

There never was a creation of `Evil' or anything, because at the very
moment that God became aware (when the first form started) there thus
existed the situation of a pseudo-finite reality, and that reality IS what
comprises `lucifer' and all such references. So initially there was
nothing, and you could call that God if you like, and so God was just love
and nothing else. This basically shows that `love' occurs when you dwell
and operate totally within what comprises you, and not within what doesn't
(ego). That `love' that we supposedly `feel' is simply the phenomenon and
comfort of self, and the joining/transmission of such comfort to others.

If you want, you could call the `light' as being the creation of the
awareness, and you could say that God `feeling his way around' is what is
this ever-changing universe (which comprises finite-light), and so the
Mother is basically the Light. But then again, you couldn't really call it
a mother because there is only one God who is neither a father nor a mother
or anything, he just /is/, and as such these labels are worthless
symbolism, useful only for getting impressions of what the situation is.

So in the books where it talks about a little bit of Gods light breaking
away, that is essentially meaning that the perpetuality arose and there was
suddenly a finite-definition. And that definition IS lucifer, IS reality,
IS awareness, IS perception, everything, it IS the breath, the light, etc.
The mother, if she is supposedly hit by the light breaking off, must
represent the voidal nothingness which this universal breath is hitting. So
that explains the femenin side, and then the Love which existed within the
nothing is the father.

So there was nothing to start with, which comprised Love (father). Then
perpetuality struck within the void, and the void now takes on a female role
under this symbolism. The Light which basically `broke off' is what created
awareness, feeling, thought, will, perception, and the universe. In total,
you could call that Lucifer, if you want. This light expands as the breath
strikes the mother in its explosive expansion. So now the nothingness of
mother and the Love of the father (within the nothing - penetrative sex ;),
cause an energy fluctuation which gives birth to the Son, which is reality,
form, lucifer, Light, etc, all one in the same. So Lucifer basically
expands out attempting to ascend, and in doing so thus forms the universe.
Within the expansion, the surface of the mother/father God is fragmented
and produces the birth of more and more divisions, which create more and
more spirits. Thus a spiritual `plane' to reality is formed, and then other
more solid planes as the Light (lucifer) attempts to become wholly himself,
ie totally solid.

So planes/dimensions are created in which the created and newly born
spirits incarnate, spreading their own personal control within the sea of
form, because they too are part of lucifer. Thus, the spirits descend into
physical matter, and then proceed to rise into spiritual realms again,
just like in The Secret Doctrine - Helena Blav'. And thus occurs the
ascension of the descended spirits, and the initial act of descension was
the creation of lucifer, where the infinite form fragmented.

Thus, I conclude that:

The Void = Mother, Father, Spirit, Love

and

Lucifer = Light, Feeling, Awarness, Mind, Thought, Will, Form, Perception,
          Universe, Reality, Pseudo-Finite existence, Universeal breath,
          Son.

So basically, you could say that the Father is Love, the Mother is Spirit,
and the Son is Form. As it is basically the Spirit which is having sex with
the Love, through form, thus the feeling and awareness and everything tied
into mind-perception is also related to the femenin aspect, ie the
underlying energy of the universe is female and the Love is male, and the
two are merging, with creation of Son, who is running riot in an infinite
attempt to gobble up the father and mother. Good job that balancing and
spreading of Love actually causes the son to learn and finally merge into
the Love and all that lark.

I think that's about it, for now. Oh, the reason that `will' came about is
simply that there was now something inside and something outside, learnt
mind and mind learning, and within that interaction there is thought and
decision between which of the two to associate with. When the expanding
awareness looks at itself, it chooses the mind, and when it looks outwards
it chooses the Ego (non-mind, unlearnt, unperceived). :)

One other thing, why didn't God use a condom?

-pAuL-

MrWest@15.Shining.Conqueror.Co.Uk
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