From: "Ben Holland" 
Subject: [illusions] The Ancor of Self vs the Spiritual experiance
Date: 20 Jul 2000 05:56:45 -0400
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I once asked a question - "What is the difference between an alien
abduction, a human abduction and a spiritual experience."

The first two are a spiritual experience. The term spiritual is an event
within a certain context namely a human being experiencing life. Drugs tend
to allow one the freedom of recognizing this. Drugs are no substitute for
the personal ability to recognize the event by self alone. The mind has
parts and components and each of these components can be walked through by
the mind itself. This is what I mean by thinking differently. How can one
walk through oneself using one's very own whole self? General science can
not grasp this kind of functioning as a whole. Higher mathematics tries this
out with the use of fractel geometry something some of you may understand.
It is the stuff of enlightenment. The spirit itself is buried deep under
personal or traumatic trash. Taking out the trash is not as easy as it
looks.
First you have to find the trash, then you got to know that it is trash.
Then you got to take it out. Detecting trash is a problem in itself as the
 detector itself may be a piece of trash. The only way to take out the
trash is to somehow transmute one's thinking. Create a new mind afresh as
such. To believe that their is no trash is also mistake. More about this is
a moment.

When one kicks the bucket one has a psychedelic experience. To kick the
bucket and never to have known a psychedelic experience (with or without the
use of drugs) is not a good thing which is what most of the major religions
are saying. The major laws at this time state that people who do drugs are
problematic. Also companies like to do drug tests on a want-to-be employee
to see if the employee is 'fit' enough, psychologically, to take the
pressure of 'any given moment' of hell. A truly fit mind would know when he
or she is being abused, mistreated, lied too, or used. The same fit mind
would also know how to abuse, mistreat, lie and use in such a manner as to
influence the employee. The employee that is being sought after at this time
is one that will do as they are told. If they stick with the gang and do as
they are told then later on (some number of worked years later on) the
reward stands as being able to tell other people to do what you want them to
do. There is a controlled /become the controller function involved. The two
relative positions are psychological. One gets nailed in the ass, the other
gives the nailing. To reverse positions is nothing super. It is a shift in
mind. The only way out of hell is to go through it. The employee who takes
the flack and moves on up the ranks does become the controller and does make
it. The employee will learn a great deal. What is learned though is
something transitory.

The knowledge that is being pursued by most is knowledge of things
transitory. The knowledge of things that do not last. As said before
'transcendence of the transitory' is the key. Knowing this then one can go
into battle with one's very own self.

I have noticed a number of things that prevent a person from understanding
this. These things are: Prejudices, reflexive thinking, presumptions,
reading too quickly, pacing oneself with something that is not themselves,
adding personal critique, treating something as being too big to understand.
All of these thing are preludes to a piece of disinfo that is about to hit
the market. Everything psychological is not subjective and personal. Some
people can not deal with this and find it extremely offending. To say to
them that they are not truly 100% individual causes a psychological
backlash and the person tends to do or say something in order to feel solid,
earthly again. Feeling completely material makes one feel pride and other
psychological 'sins/mistakes'.

Man is the midway between earth and space. Ones own body is deviled into
components that show this. The bottom part is like the planet earth, solid,
liquid, interactive, air,  the top part is nouminal as in the mind. There is
another part beyond mind. Know this through understanding what chakras are.
One has been saved already if one is able to read this. One is not longer
just dust, one is a life form. One is a fused entity.

The 'conspiracy', is nothing more than an agenda to keep the status quo in a
daze done through lies and disinfo. The one's who control the 'conspiracy'
are hiding a very basic understanding. That is all there is too it. The term
conspiracy is not a nice term. I tend to use it here and there but I should
not. The word conspiracy implies (1) The action or an act of conspiring; (a)
combination of people for an unlawful or a reprehensible purpose; an
agreement so to combine, a plot.
The term itself has the ability to take one and root one in a position where
one feels that one is missing something that has to found out.

Oneself can be ones own mind control device. The ability to scare people
into turning themselves into the nearest police station by making that
person feel that if they do not then when they are EVENTUALLY caught the
punishment will be much worse,  is one such mind control device. Of course
if one turns oneself into the police station for a matter that one feels
'guilty or remorse' then that is a different matter. If that remorseful
person is intelligent enough then that person will not go to any such place
but would turn himself/herself  towards the nearest empty place, get out
thick knee pads and pray until THE message is given. One has to be 'still'
for this to happen. Nothing more or less, but 'still' or totally relaxed. Of
course one can not be still if one's mind is going 100mph because of some
event, problem or situation. Being 'still' and 'quiet' is the first step
towards the goal.

......more......after a bit..

Ben.






















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