From: "Nicky Molloy" 
Subject: IUFO: Re: 60% of Abductees are GAY - I saw Jesus
Date: 4 Feb 2000 02:50:30 -0500
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Here you are Norm.



Subject: I saw Jesus by Nicky Molloy


The time I saw Jesus in the flesh.

In London in crowded tube train in the early 1980s I saw Jesus. It was the
after work rush hour and everyone was squashed into the carriages and there
was hardly breathing room. I was standing and many people were pressing
against me and their faces were bright under the ceiling lights and they
didn't look so healthy against the artificial light. I
am a people watcher and I looked around at all the faces to philisophize
about their place in the eternal scheme of things and I casually turned my
head, hoping to glimpse all that were in view as discretely, as possible as
the English think it is rude to stare.

I was casually darting my eyes around the faces around me and right opposite
me was a man dressed in a navy suit. I am about 5'6" so I would say he was
about 6' tall. Under the artificial lights and noise of the train he looked
an oasis of peace and order. I looked again at his face to get another look
and saw that he wasn't going to look back at me and was almost giving me the
go ahead to give him a really good stare without either pretending I wasn't
there or responding emotionally that he was being watched and was aware of
it. There was absolutely no response at all from him, that he was going to
mind that I couldn't resist looking a bit longer than was good taste at
someone opposite me, so close.

Anyway what I noticed was that he didn't have a pasty face, all white and
sick looking like the rest of the passengers. His skin looked glowing with
good health and I wondered why. How could anybody in this rat race ever look
healthy I wondered with no obvious sign of being in the sun. His skin was
exactly the same as an English person, white. I puzzled on why he didn't
have black circles under his eyes as his face looked absolutely perfect. A
computer couldn't have generated a more perfect shaped face.

He had an oval shaped face with a straight nose of medium length. His mouth
was refined and medium size. His eyes
were clear med blue and the lids were unhooded, considering he looked about
35.
The dark eyebrows were arched up and very subtlely matched with the eyes so
that they didn't stand out. The cheekbones were curved so as to add a nice
form to the face and they made his face look intelligent and fine featured
especially with the forehead clear and wellshaped. . The jaw was equally
curved so it didn't look angular or weak. It just completed a perfectly
balanced design that made this man look just a bit too perfect, for my
artist's eyes to believe he was really a London business man, who never lay
in the sun to look so glowing with vitality.

I looked up at his face yet again and still he didn't mind me taking another
long peek. I knew he was reading everything about me, though I could not
read a single thing about him. It was too puzzling for me, where was his
aura? He didn't have one. He didn't project any emotions at all, no thoughts
either. I am telepathic and it is easy for me to pick up thoughts of anybody
nearby but this man didn't have any thoughts either. I looked up at his face
again and saw that he didn't have a fleshy energy - he was like a hologram
as far as radiating earthiness and the activity outside himself of the
processes inside, eg emotions, thoughts, desires etc

How could anybody have no aura, or any evidence at all that there was a
person like ourselves inside this image yet I can feel a distinct
peacefulness and not only that but having let this peacefulness flow into
myself the quiet was so deep that I started to understand on a deeper level
what was happening with this man.

 I looked up at his face again and he as
usual didn't look back, yet I knew he was a billion times more subtle than
me, yet he didn't respond to me at all in any way at all. Nothing. Not even
a smile of amusement at my examing every inch of his face. He had a smart
suit on and his shoulders were broad. He stood straight and elegantly
amongst the squashed and worn out people after a hard day at work. His hair
was perfect, it was cut short and neat. Not an ounce of tiredness was
present in his face.

After about 15 mins of his peaceful energy seeping slowly into me and me
becoming very quiet in my soul, I felt that he belonged to the universe and
was a ruler of it. For some reason his intelligence started to slowly enter
my consciousness and I felt that he was an ambassador from God. As he made
me feel so quiet I perceived consciously an awareness of his ability to run
the universe. For some reason it seemed to reduce in scope of being an
enormously overwhelming complicated mass of stars to one where all was well
and that every problem could be dealt with swiftly and very efficiently. His
experience of running the universe was overflowing into my mind.

The world was beginning to match him, who was experienced as a hologram to
me due to the fineness of his energy. For some reason the whole world to me
in his presence was very distinctly maya. It was like the atoms had somehow
become unravelled and the gaps inbetween had been huge and what was between
all the atoms had shown through. Each atom had stopped spinning so fast and
had slowed down and become transparent. I felt small enough to see one atom
and the distance to another atom as a big empty gap. This man made the atoms
slow down for me for a moment so I could see through them and way out across
the universe. The whole universe was his home - I knew it.Yet I felt so huge
as well that the universe was able to be walked through, whole galaxies were
around me as small as apples.

After I realised that this man opposite me was not only, not of this earth,
nor was he just another Et ( I had spoken with lots so did know the
difference), nor was he an angel ( I had spoken with angels previously too)
but he actually ran the universe and was an ambassador of God. I looked
again at his face and I knew he was responding to me and he knew that I
picked up, he was not of this physical world, but was much more than that.
He was a ruler, with enormous power and majesty.

My mind started to draw on
all the things I had read and experienced of the evolutionary process and I
wondered how much more advanced he was than us mere mortals, still stuck in
the cycle of rebirth. I worked out that he must have been at least 5 million
years ahead of us still here on this planet. Weighing up his abilities I
figured it would take that long to develop that peace which he emanated and
to dispose of any material world troubles that would accumulate by having to
live elsewhere in the universe as well. I figured the earth was far too
limiting in scope for him and he would have to at least 5 million years
experience to refine himself to that extent.

I was engrossed in philosophizing about him and what he would have to do to
become so powerful and how difficult it would be to walk completely
undetected and what he would be doing here on the planet. So started on this
question in my mind and looked at him again. A vision of UN flashed in my
mind out of nowhere. He worked for UN as a consultant. It wasn't business or
agriculture. I felt that the info was given to me as a gift from this person
so I wouldn't have to spend ages going through all possibilities. Thank you.
A person who advised on the help for 3rd world countries and took care of
the suffering, by getting sponsors and making sure aid got there. I was so
impressed that this person was so kind.

Suddenly he tapped me on the shoulder and took me away from my deep thoughts
on him. "Excuse me there is a seat over there" and he pointed to a vacant
seat. I was shocked, nobody has ever offered me a seat before. It was
usually every person out for themselves to grab it. I smiled at him and for
the first time he looked at my eyes and I thought I knew him before. It was
like time stood still for me and this confirmed everything for me that he
was definately not of this world. When he talked a huge amount of energy
escaped from his voice and it was like a spiritual wind had blown away the
clutter in my mind.. His eyes were soft and
expressed love and emotion. I sat down and thought, I wonder if he is being
English for now as he sounded English when he talked - in a very soft voice.

Very soon the person on my left got up and went and he came and sat next to
me. I knew he was a hologram or at least felt like one to me. I thought I
could put my arm through him. I laughed to myself at catching him out. I had
read books on the ascended masters walking around among us but I thought to
myself, this is not an ascended master he is too powerful for that and he
rules the universe under orders from God. He is God's ambassador -
confirmed - I thought at least for this universe, not sure about other
universes.. I was so pleased that I 'managed to spot one of the masters' ,
but I said to myself there just can't be two of these people so he must be
the most powerful of them all. How could this man run the universe and have
anyone above him but God? His power was mighty.

I curiously moved my mental body in his direction to try to pick up his
thoughts. It bounced back immediately, repulsed by an impenetrable barrier
which was as hard as his body felt like a mirage and flimsy to me. I was
taken aback. His mind was so wrapped up in some barrier, that it seemed
absolutely impossible to even get near. It was like a magnetic force field
which made all his thoughts completely unable to be read at all. No wonder I
never picked up any reponses from peeking at him. Everything which was
inside of him was tightly bound up so not a single thought or emotion
escaped or got penetrated by the deliberate thoughts of others.

 As I sat
next to him I could feel the force of the barrier around his head and it
seemed as if that was the real him and not the body. But I knew that he was
binding up an electrifying intense blinding light which would escape and
give him away if he didn't hide it. He hid it beautifully and made no
impact, on even someone right opposite. I may not have noticed but I guess
if we think of someone and deliberately try to enter their consciousness,
some part of ourselves actually goes to the mind of the person and gets in
if they let it. He did not let me even on the edge of his consciousness and
the little I did get was enough to let me know running the universe was easy
for him.

He then said to me by telepathy and really loudly - WE ARE AMONG YOU. Then
shortly after he got up and left the train.
This is the absolute truth. I never knew it was Jesus, as I was not a
Christian then, had never read the Bible or even gave Him any thought. He
told me himself over ten years later that it was Himself, after a few more
experiences of Him appearing to me, but I never ever considered that, the
man on the train was Him. I can still see every detail of his face in my
memory.

Nicky










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