Area : CONSCIOUSNESS
Date : Oct 16 '95, 15:03
From : Jay Em, 1:203/8888
To   : All
Subj : A Story


And a story this will be.  As I'm not much of a writer, maybe I'll
find my calling as a story teller.  I'll let the reader decide if this
is a story of fiction or non-fiction.  Be that as it may, I feel it to
be only fair that the reader be given a hint in the direction of this
story, and stay with it, or go on to something of more interest.  This
will be a story of was and is.

As with all stories I will probably write five pages to make a single
point, and trample on a few toes in the process.  But the beauty of a
story is, no one has to believe it unless they want to, and they are
free to dismiss the story out of hand.  But there is another beauty,
the power of a story to make a few start thinking along a line they
had never considered before.  Not that the story may, or not be as old
as time, but it may be told in a way that more will possibly see the
truth of the story, or the falseness of the story. So will the story
be truth or fiction.  It will all be in the eye of the beholder as
someone once said.  The story teller only tells the story, and lets
others decide for themselves.  So,,,,

"Once upon a time", I love that line, the earth was populated with all
of Mothers children.  All that filled the seas, all that filled the
air, and all that walked on Mother earth.  And of all these children
one was chosen to lead the others.  And this child was given certain
attributes the others were unaware of.  And the greatest gift was
awareness of self, awareness of Mother, and awareness of Father.  And
with the awareness of self, the child walked with all of Mothers
creations, and slept with them in perfect peace and harmony.  They
knew no fear of the other.

And with awareness this Child became aware of its role, and the "THREE
WERE ONE", as any close family should be, and the family of three
shared a physical body, and were one.  Mother took from the soil of
her being, and Grandfather brought to her his son, and in this union
of love, the Creator bestowed child unto the Mother and Father to be
raised in the love of the Grandfather. And together each shared their
wisdom with their Child, and the experiences of the other.

Mother, Father and Child now shared in the physical, and in their
awareness of love for one another.  And this awareness was as a
knowing thought, and in their knowing thoughts they were as one.
Mother taught the child of herself, and Father taught the child of
himself with knowing thoughts.  And Grandfather taught his son and
daughter about himself through knowing thoughts.  That is, and that is
all, for the three to be one.  We need to know nothing else to be
fulfilled, and live in peace with our family and neighbors.

And in all that walked Mother earth as beings, there existed the same
state of being within each, and all was harmony and love for their
family, and the families of others.  And they lived in peace and love,
because they knew no other way.  It was the way of Mother and Father,
and the Child was raised in this way, and knew no other.  It was
natural.

Mother earth in her wisdom created the children of beings in two ways
enabling them to procreate.   And with each creation the steps of the
first creation was followed, and with each creation we find the
presence of Mother, Father, and Child, and this is how beings grow.
And the procreation process was with love, unsullied, and free of sin,
fear, or guilt.  And the child of each union was sometimes female, and
sometimes male to fulfill Mothers plan. And the family within now
manifested in the physical as family.  And each new creation was
female or male in the physical, and each child sought solace and
guidance with Mother, the soul, the center of the family. But Father
and Mother were always present for either when needed.  And Mother was
the center (soul) of this oneness,  and the child was raised in this
way and knew no other.  It was natural.

The growth of a child is a slow process, and for what would seem
forever, this was the way beings lived. In love, in peace, and in
harmony.  But as the child grew it developed a need to be with other
children, to expand its family circle.  And to fulfill this need the
beings took the first step on the path to mankind.  And in due time
man evolved into clans, tribes, and eventually into cultures as needed
to fulfill their needs.

During this period of clans and tribes a slow process began defining
the role of male and female.  The child determined the male would
became the gatherer, provider, and when necessary the defender.  The
female remained a reflection of Mother, and the center and soul of the
family.  And the tie between Mother and female was strong, even to
this day.  And the female of today when all else fails returns to
Mother for comfort, guidance, solace, and the wisdom only Mother can
provide.  From the soil of Mother Earth was female and male created,
and to the Mother, they will always return.  From the soil of Mother
Earth were males created, and the males look to the Father in time of
need. But in the end, they also return to Mother Earth.  There have
always been those among us, male and female, who have the gift of
turning to both the Mother and Father in time of need, or guidance.
They were our story tellers, and they told stories of experiences and
visions, and everyone listened when we had clans and tribes.

If some one spoke of the great humming sound in the hive of creation,
and all life flowing forth in a discordant way, yet in perfect harmony
where each thing has its part in the great, moving whole, everyone
listened.  And the great humming sound was Grandfather at work and all
knew this to be a true story, as visions and experiences are the truth
of Father and Mother, and are to be passed on to their children.

And the role of female was the dominate force in tribal and clan life.
The tribe as one revolved around the Mother influence.  It was the
females who were the creators of life, and nurtured the young.  It was
the females who nurtured the ill, and were able to ask of Mother when
a healing would be needed.  The females were the powerful force that
held clan or tribe together. The females chose their mate, and
discarded a mate.  They were the healers, and wise ones.  They knew
their roots and ties to Mother.  They were the soul, or center of each
tribe or clan.

During these many years the child was maturing in every direction
possible. As the child evolved over these many years the child slowly
became aware of the gifts the creator had bestowed on the child.  The
gift to analyze, to apply logic, to make decisions, and to ask of
Mother and receive.  You see, the child had at this time still
practiced faith in all  thoughts requiring action.

But with the passage of time the child found itself asking of Mother,
and Father less and less as it depended more and more on its gifts of
logic, etc. to replace faith in Mother and Father.  And the Child was
now involved with the physical, material world, and slowly moved away
from its roots of the family within.  And the child now knew ego and
independence. It had left home to be on its own.  In the eyes of the
child, Mother and Father were of the old way, old fashioned, and of
little consequence to the mind of this new child and its new life.
And the child now knew another way.  And it was unnatural.

But even in this state of new awareness, the family connection was
still strong.  Mankind as a whole preferred being together as opposed
to being alone.  Mankind at this point had not become aware of his
soon to be discovered ability to dominate others of his kind.  And
like a great plague, this sickness to dominate turned into a need, a
need to be manifested.  At this time mankind was still very physical,
and physical dominance was the next logical step in his need to
control.  And male began the process of controlling female, his
sister, and in doing went against all the wisdom Of Father and Mother.
Males forgot that Father, Mother, and Child were meant to be one.  And
the THREE WERE NO LONGER ONE.  And mankind has not been ONE since.

And with this need to dominate, a few males found they could dominate
other males.  And females to a degree began to imitate and follow the
example the males were creating.  The males were now an example for
many females to follow in an effort to keep pace.  And in this
movement mankind slowly but surely lost his ONENESS with his being,
until only a few are even aware of what was at one time.  Mankind then
reached a point where the Child is ALL, and the child is all wise.
The child of today will tell you of the wisdom of the ages, explain
the word love, explain to you about sin, and guilt, and your immoral
ways.  He will teach you how to acquire the material things in life at
the expense of others, and in the same breath explain to you what a
spiritual being you are, and why.  But more important, if you are in
doubt of his words of wisdom, he will back it up with the words of
others, and if need be force!!! This is the child of today.

But how did this really happen?  How did this child attain this state
of all wise, and all knowing?  As with any child, the growing state is
unending. As the child grows others are growing around him.  There
comes a time when they start pooling their knowledge, and the wise
among them take advantage over the less wise.  The wise are aware of
the fact the less wise are uneasy, they sense a void in their lives,
created when man became less then one.  And the wise step in to fill
the void, to create the sin concept, hell, and an unforgiving
Grandfather.  Forget the fact Child never knew his Grandfather, but
only his Father and Mother.  And at this point we have the birth of
what has been called by some the Elite, and the masses.

And the Child in its wisdom found new names for Mother, Like sub-
conscious and Low Self.  And a new name was given to Father, like
unconscious and High Self.  And the Child was no longer a child, and
renamed itself with words like conscious mind and Middle Self.  And
the Grandfather, who he knew not, he called God, and professed he knew
God well.  But the truth is no child will ever know The Great Mystery.

And the Elite used fear to drive a wedge between the Child, its
Father, and Mother.  And it is used still today in most parts of our
world. But there are those among us today who refuse to accept this
dogma, and doctrine of those who would control.  There are those among
us today who have experienced a rebirth through gifts, experiences,
and visions.  There are those among us today that remain silent in
their wisdom, waiting.  There are those among us today who walk with
Mother, and there are those among us today who walk with Father.  And
there are a few today, who walk with Father and Mother, and know them
well.

There are many children in our world today who would teach us the
truth of our being.  And the key word is teach.  This is the wedge
that separates mankind from becoming one again.  This is the power of
the children of words, and the elite.  Mankind has come to believe in
those who teach with words, be it in our schools, in our churches, or
by science.  And to teach is power, for the plain and simple reason
being, the one who teaches with words has followers, and as mankind
follows he becomes no more then sheep, never to think for himself.
But those who teach by ACTION know the truth of Mother, and Father,
and the students know the truth, and are not as sheep, they are unto
themselves.

No teacher can teach another to find the Mother, or Father.  This
becomes a personal quest, and is achieved by only the most serious
devote, or through a vision, or an experience.  Too many are content
to listen and read the words of others, but this is not where you will
find the path if you are to return to your original intuitive state of
"knowing".  To the state of oneness with Mother and Father.  But this
is only a story of what was, what is, and what can be.

But one thing is emerging at this time, and can best be described as
the beginning of the feminine age.  A return to when the female child
is once again the center of all cultures.  A return when the wisdom of
Mother will manifest in all her glory.  And with a little help from
the likes of this story teller that time may well be sooner then
later, and just maybe we will find ourselves once again sleeping
without fear with all of Mothers creations.


Jay Em


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