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COSMIC AWARENESS is the Force that expressed Itself through Jesus of
Nazareth, the Buddha, Krishna, Mohammed and other great avatars who
served as "Channels" for what is commonly known as "God," and which
expresses Itself once again as the world begins to enter the New Age of
spiritual consciousness and awareness. This information is for those who
desire to help in bringing in the New Age. Throughout the thousands of
"readings" given, Cosmic Awareness tells us not to *believe* anything,
not even Cosmic Awareness, but to question, explore, doubt, and discover
through your *own* channel what the truth really is. Cosmic Awareness
will only "indicate" and "suggest."
Neither CAC or the Interpreter is responsible for anything Cosmic
Awareness states in any of these readings, nor does CAC or the
Interpreter necessarily agree with the statements of Cosmic Awareness.
The Interpreter interprets the energies as they are seen in trance
levels and is not personally responsible for what is said. The
Interpreter has no connection with, nor control over the editorial
comments, either, which are entirely the responsibility of the editor.
Paul Shockley, Interpreter
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IN THIS ISSUE:
Living Together in Peace (continued)
PEOPLE UNDER EXTREME STRESS AND WHAT YOU CAN DO TO HELP PREVENT TRAGEDY
You Might Save Their Life And Possibly The Lives Of Others
Whether Or Not To Carry The Karma Of Others
Don't Be Afraid To Take A Risk
Using Stress As An Excuse To Cop Out
Mothers Who Kill Their Own Children
When A Mother Kills Her Kids For Another Man
Is This Stress Or Something More Diabolical?
Be Sensitive To Others During Critical Times In Their Life
Stress Combined With Jealousy Equals Murder
Problems In Being Too Possessive Of Another
More Is Demanded When Entities Are Insecure
Comfort In A Relationship Is The Greatest Bond
The Master/Slave Relationship
After Years Of Quarreling A Mellowing Out?
A Psychology Lesson From Awareness On Relationships
The Psychology Of Quarreling In A Relationship
Fight And Make Up Keeps A Relationship Going
The Brother/Sister Type Of Relationship
Most Men See Women As The Originator Of The Quarrel
What Men And Women Need To Gain Affection
Stalking The Ex-Wife And Forcing Sex
The Psychology Of Fixation And Obsession
Hold Closely With Open Arms
A Marriage License; Not A Deed Of Ownership
What A Marriage License Is Legally
What You Must Do If You Want Your Marriage To Endure
You Have The Right To Leave An Abusive Spouse
What's Going On In Korea And In China
George Washington's Dream Prediction Of An Invasion Of U.S
George Washington's Dream-Prediction
What Is Happening To All The Frogs And Toads?
Who Is Monitoring Our Interpreter?
More On What Cosmic Awareness Is Not
How One Entity Tried To Disprove The Interpreter
How Awareness Protects You The Readers
How A Blessing From Cosmic Awareness Works
The Alien Force Is Not Alien To Cosmic Awareness
The Years 1995 And 1996 Will Be Incredible Years To Be Alive
Things Are Improving In Our Nation
They're Not Hanging Catholics Anymore
Manchurian Mushroom (Kombucha) Elixir
Is This The Miracle Healing Tea Being Claimed?
Will A Bald Head Sprout Hair?
More On How To Create The Philosopher's Stone
How Can You Keep The Liquid Warm For A Full Year?
How Was The Philosopher's Stone Discovered?
An Important Leak Was Taken In 12,000 BC
How Does The Alchemy Accomplish What It Does?
Do UFO's Start Forest Fires?
That Long Hot Summer Of 1994: Why So Many Forest Fires?
The Survivors Of Suicides Or Their Spouses:
What Can Awareness Suggest To These Entities?
Try To Never Energize Guilt
Can The Spirit Of The Suicide Victim Affect Loved Ones?
Any Karma For Those Who Cry "Jump! Jump!"
Burning The Witches And Hanging Cowboys
The Karma Of The Bloodthirsty Soul
If You Accidentally Hurt Someone; Is There Karma?
If You Desire To Take Control Of Everything In Your Life
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PEOPLE UNDER EXTREME STRESS AND WHAT YOU CAN DO TO HELP
(YOU MIGHT SAVE THEIR LIFE AND POSSIBLY THE LIVES OF OTHERS)
(CAC General Reading 11/8/94)
OPENING MESSAGE:
This Awareness wishes to focus on the concept of stress, particularly
stress in relation to entities who are in a situation in which there is
no relief for the stressful events that follow day to day.
This Awareness indicates that this is especially strong among young
people who have accepted burdens that they cannot adequately handle
alone, who have no help from others, or very little help from others,
and who find the pressure of trying to carry on their duties from day to
day increasingly more and more difficult as time passes.
This Awareness indicates that this applies to many different people. It
can occur for those who are older, but it is very common today for those
who are in their younger years, in their 20s or 30s. This Awareness
indicates the recent situation in which the mother of two boys assisted
them to be drowned in her car is such a situation.
The mother herself, desired to commit suicide, because her life was more
than she could endure. The pressures of her life and her children being
more than she felt she could endure, she decided to commit suicide,
drove toward the lake in her car with her two children strapped in their
seats, but could not bring herself to drive into the water completely,
to kill herself and her children.
On the third attempt, she stopped the car and got out. Her head was
swimming. Her consciousness was reeling from confusion and adrenaline in
excess and she simply, without thinking, released the brake and allowed
the car to go into the water with her children, suddenly realizing,
after it was too late, what she had done.
This Awareness indicates that it is unthinkable, totally irrational for
an entity to behave in such a manner, and people all over were totally
shocked and angered by her action.
This Awareness indicates if you knew how many people in this country
have been very close to the same kind of situation because of the stress
they experience, you would be even more shocked.
This Awareness indicates that fortunately, some of these entities stop
short of that extreme behavior because -- and perhaps only because --
someone gave them a helping hand during their moment of despair.
This Awareness indicates it is extremely important for entities to be
sensitive to one another's stress and to help alleviate that stress when
possible.
Without being sensitive, you might never recognize when a person is
under stress. Things can close in on an entity financially, emotionally,
socially, physically, and healthwise, so that the entity feels there is
no way out, and the entity finds that death appears to be the simplest
and easiest solution.
This Awareness indicates that if you are sensitive to the entity and
able to help the entity through some of these more difficult times, the
entity may find that everything runs in cycles, and that difficult
cycles are followed by cycles of enjoyment, and that if they can get
through the difficult cycle, things will change.
If you can help the person during these times of extreme difficulty, you
may have actually saved their lives, perhaps even saving the lives of
others. This Awareness indicates that in order to help such entities you
have to be aware of them, and they may not tell you or let on that they
are under great stress, so you have to see beyond the appearances.
You have to become sensitive and caring about entities who may only be
casual friends or acquaintances; but if you are a sensitive person,
often you can help the entity. If you are not a sensitive person, the
entity may suddenly turn up dead from suicide, or from some irrational
act, and you will wonder, "How did this happen? How did this person come
to do that without my realizing where the person was in terms of his or
her emotions?" This Awareness indicates that often you will feel guilt
that an entity whom you thought you knew is suddenly the victim of
suicide, or suddenly takes an action that is incomprehensible to you.
This Awareness indicates that it is important for entities to become
sensitive to one another and to recognize the limits of others.
You may have a son, a daughter, a friend who is under great stress, and
perhaps they express this stress they are feeling. Perhaps they lament
about their problems, but instead of empathizing with them, you feel
angered by them because you do not want to accept their problems. You do
not want to deal with their problems. You just want to get away from
them. You're tired of hearing it.
This Awareness indicates that they would not be complaining if they
didn't need help, and perhaps, if you really cared for them, you would
listen.
You should recognize their problems as perhaps being quite serious to
them, and you may find that there is some little thing you can do: a
small gift or a loan of money or some action you can do to help them get
a break; perhaps you can baby-sit their children while they go to a
movie, or do something to relieve the stress they feel; perhaps they
need to go shopping but their children make it very difficult to do so.
There are various things that entities need which many others observing
are not even aware of, but with some conversation, or with the act of
listening, you may discover that this person just needs a little help in
the right direction, and much of the stress will be alleviated for at
least a week. This Awareness indicates you may find that it is something
you can do without much cost to yourself.
This Awareness indicates sometimes, you may find yourself putting out
more energy than you anticipated, and you may find yourself resenting
the action. This Awareness asks you to consider if you yourself cannot
put out this much energy to help this entity, what about the entity
himself or herself? What kind of stress are they under, when they must
live with this same situation day in and day out?
They only want an hour or two a week where they are free from their
responsibilities. Is it too much for you to help them?
This Awareness indicates sometimes, just being a surrogate mother for
them, a substitute mother, to baby-sit for their children, can be of
great benefit to them, giving them a break, giving them a chance to be
themselves, to let go of the heavy responsibility that comes with
attending children who are demanding all the time.
This Awareness indicates that if you can do this once or twice a week,
the entity may be able to handle the pressure throughout the rest of the
week with no problem. It is a matter of your being sensitive and
understanding to how much pressure the person is under; whether it is
really necessary to give them a break, or whether they are able to
handle the pressure without your help.
This Awareness indicates there are many entities who can handle more
responsibility than others, but there are some entities who have taken
on more responsibility than they can comfortably handle, and many of
these entities will occasionally reach a point of breaking, and when
they break, chaos follows.
This Awareness asks entities to become more sensitive, more aware of
each other's deeper needs and the levels of stress that entities can
handle, and where they may be in terms of their breaking point.
This Awareness indicates it is not always a situation that is related to
children. It can also be a situation related to health, career,
emotional attachments, relationships, or other factors, but if you are
sensitive, you may be able to tune in to your friend's needs, and know
that the entity is near a breaking point and that you can help to
alleviate this pressure by filling in some of the entity's needs, by
doing some favor for the entity.
Whether or Not to Carry the Karma of Others
This Awareness indicates of course, you also need to be careful, because
if the entity's needs are great, the entity may also begin to devour
your energies, taking them for granted and trying to make you a servant
or a slave to carry and pick up karma that is theirs.
If you can do so, without great loss of your own identity, you may
choose to carry the karma of others, but if it is more than you can
handle, you may need to inform the person that you cannot carry their
karma for them, and that they need to find someone else.
You may even help them find someone else, if it feels proper for you to
do so. This Awareness suggests that entities be sensitive to one
another's needs. You cannot be everything to everyone; you cannot lose
your own identity without some damage to yourself. You cannot let others
devour your life, if it is damaging to you, but when you find a person
you care about, you may devote your life to that entity, sharing his or
her karma, caring for that entity with the same compassion you show for
yourself.
When this happens it is true love. It is the kind of love that endures
all things and lasts throughout a lifetime. This Awareness indicates
that if you do not wish to experience true love of this kind, you may
rather not get too involved with the entity. It is not your
responsibility to carry another's karma or to help them carry your
karma.
This Awareness indicates, however, if you do decide to help another
carry his or her karma, it may be something that is, in the long-run,
extremely rewarding to you, in that you may find that kind of love that
lasts throughout a lifetime. This Awareness indicates it is a matter of
personal discernment and choice as to what you should do.
Don't Be Afraid To Take a Risk
This Awareness does not wish to advise you on such matters, It wishes
you to be discerning, and to exercise your own choice, to be sensitive
and aware, and to understand there is always risk in every action taken
that is not self-serving.
This Awareness also suggests that self-serving actions may be risky in
that you may serve yourself throughout your life and never find love,
never find reasons for living, never find true enjoyment in life.
This Awareness indicates nothing of great value is acquired without some
level of risk. This Awareness suggests you learn to risk only that which
you could afford to lose without total devastation to yourself, yet this
Awareness does suggest that you not be frightened of taking a risk on
things that are of great value.
USING STRESS AS AN EXCUSE TO COP OUT
(Mothers Who Kill Their Own Children)
FOLLOW-UP QUESTION:
I don't understand how people can let stressful situations interfere
with their innate sense of rightness and wrongness. It seems to me that
everybody is born with these senses, and that those people who use
stress as a scapegoat are really just copping out.
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This is in the affirmative. This Awareness indicates there are many
entities who seek to avoid unpleasant situations, they are constantly
trying to escape from stressful situations. Many of these entities would
easily become drug addicts, finding that drugs relieve them of certain
stressful situations, or they could become alcoholics in the sense of
using drink to deaden their sensitivity and feelings, or they may simply
run away from responsibility.
In many cases, a man runs away from the responsibility of the wife and
children. This leaves all of the stress of raising a family on the
shoulders of the wife. The man has escaped. This is common in your
society, for the man to escape his responsibilities by deserting the
family.
When the woman, who is the mother of the children, tries to escape her
responsibility to the children, and does so in a way that totally
abandons the children, or in this case, allows the children to die, she
is condemned far more than the father would have been for deserting the
mother and children.
In a sense, the father can desert the family without great condemnation,
but the mother is expected to stay with the children. In the ease of the
mother who cannot desert her children or give her children to others,
but who finds it within her emotional circumstances to take the lives of
the children rather than to give them away, it is something that most
people can not understand.
This Awareness indicates some mothers feel it is a greater service to
the children to let them die than to abandon them, particularly in this
case where the mother was equally willing to dispense with her own life,
or almost equally willing, but this is hard for people to fathom.
This Awareness indicates, however, it is not that rare in human
experience for mothers to take the lives of their children rather than
to abandon them or to give them to someone else to care for. This
Awareness indicates that it is not excusable, but it is a form of mental
aberration or irrationality and occurs in the human entity more often
than is commonly recognized.
This Awareness indicates that it is difficult for a sane person to
understand, but there have been many mothers who are pushed to the brink
of insanity who could very easily understand the frame of mind that a
mother may enter that would allow her to destroy her own children to
save them from the pain of living which she has come to be used to.
She feels that she is actually doing them a favor. It is as though she
feels guilty at having brought them into life, because life is so
unpleasant to her, and she thinks it also will be unpleasant to her
children, and she feels she is helping to spare them the misery that she
has come to realize is part of life.
This Awareness indicates she is, in other words, assuming their lives
will be as miserable as hers, and therefore, thinks she is saving them
from experiences of great misery.
Of course, once she has taken their lives, she knows it was erroneous
and that she could have overcome her misery and she now sees a greater
misery than ever before, but it is too late for her to undo what has
been done.
It is a tragic situation, and entities may condemn her, and may rightly
condemn her, for taking the lives of her children, but they also need to
understand the insanity, the irrationality involved that led to this
action on her part.
WHEN A MOTHER KILLS HER KIDS FOR ANOTHER MAN: IS THIS STRESS OR
SOMETHING MORE DIABOLICAL?
FOLLOW-UP QUESTION:
On the other hand there have been numerous cases of mothers who have
destroyed their children for the motivation of greed, having insured the
children in several cases, and if the papers are correct in the case
Awareness is using, there's something more cold-blooded in this lady, in
that she was going through a divorce, which was true, but she was also
having an affair with another man, who had announced to her that he
didn't want children in his life if he was going to marry her, as she
hoped. So, if that part is true, isn't it more of an ego situation on
the part of the mother rather than a stressful situation?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This Awareness indicates that it was an emotional situation for the
entity, for her emotions and loyalties were being torn as she was
experiencing the divorce and departure of one who had been very close to
her, and she was looking at another to fill the emptiness and the terror
that she was experiencing, and having hopes and dreams that this entity
would become a husband and father for her children, her emotions became
very warped and confused when he said he did not wish to be a father to
her children.
She then, having attached herself and her focus on this entity, began to
see the children not in a sense of needing a father, but as a block
between herself and this entity whom she had originally perceived as a
father for her children.
The confusion that began to overwhelm her, along with the emotions that
she was experiencing, caused her to feel the children were a block. It
is inexcusable that she chose to rid herself of the children. The
thought most likely crossed her mind when she received the letter from
the entity who used that as an excuse not to come to her, not to marry
her, and therefore she, like the entity Diane Downs, saw the children as
being barriers between themselves and a man whom they had emotionally
attached themselves to, believing they loved the man.
This Awareness indicates that this "seeing the children as barriers" led
them to want to rid themselves of the children rather than acknowledge
that the man was not suitable to be their husband, and that they should
look elsewhere for someone else.
This Awareness is not attempting to justify the entity's behavior in
killing her children. It is, however, suggesting that entities be
sensitive to one another in order to help people when they are in these
extremely volatile states of mind where their emotions are near berserk,
where they are about to crack up from the pressure or disturbances in
their psyche.
For this Awareness indicates that one thing -- one little thing -- can
push the entity in one direction or the other, can cause an entity to go
into an insane action or a psychotic action, or it can bring an entity
back and give the entity a chance to reflect clearly and help the entity
to pull back from some near insane action, to regain a sense of
rationality and poise in his or her life.
Be Sensitive to Others During Critical Times In Their Life
There is not much that entities can do to help others, unless they are
very sensitive to the needs of others at any given moment. This
Awareness indicates that those who have had friends who have caused an
action that is irreversible and hazardous or damaging to others or who
have committed suicide, will understand what this Awareness is saying in
regard to how a little sensitivity at crucial times could have prevented
this action from occurring.
This Awareness indicates that It does not wish to cause entities to feel
guilt, but It does wish entities to recognize the importance of being
sensitive to the needs of others, particularly the critical needs that
entities may experience during those critical times or critical
situations.
FOLLOW-UP QUESTION:
There's sort of a similar incident recently in Seattle, where a husband
who had been divorced by his wife, who was planning to remarry and take
the children, took his two children, two little boys, and the three sat
in their car in the garage with the motor running. It was a suicide
attempt and the two little boys died, but the husband was revived in a
hospital where he now faces double murder charges. But in this case, it
was jealousy, evidently, and an attempt at revenge. Now, how do emotions
like that compare with say, stress. You could say this entity was under
stress, but he was also overpowered by this. Whatever jealousy is, it
became a monster within him to do an act like this.
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This Awareness indicates that this is not what this Awareness means by
stress, although there is stress involved.
There is also stress involved in out-and-out murder. A murderer is under
stress. There are many kinds of stress. This Awareness indicates if an
entity, knowing this father's state of mind, knowing the entity was
going to take his children, and that the entity was in a frame of mind
where he was willing to commit suicide and where he was extremely angry
and jealous of the ex-wife; a friend, being sensitive to this
information, might have been able to intuitively recognize that it was a
dangerous situation for the father to have the children, and might have
been able to do something to prevent this. But this is very remote in
the sense of an entity being that sensitive.
This Awareness asks entities to he sensitive to one another's needs and
stress, but It does not expect entities to be that sensitive. If they
are, that is great, but It does not see this as being common for
entities to be so sensitive as to pick up on this kind of situation. In
fact, it is unlikely that a man in this state of mind would be that
close to a friend, to express his intentions or his anger or his
jealousy to the friend.
Most of the time when an entity reaches that kind of mental state, they
are not communicating with anyone. They are simply rolling thoughts
around in their head, stirring up their own emotions, becoming more and
more irrational until they do something of this nature.
This Awareness indicates, therefore, It is not expecting people to be
that sensitive as to pick up on someone's irrational behavior when they
are not communicating their feelings clearly, but this Awareness simply
is asking that entities be more sensitive than they are and be sensitive
as much as possible to the needs of their loved ones, for you may
prevent suicide, or even murder.
This Awareness indicates It is not giving you an order to be sensitive
enough to stop all forms of irrational behavior of other entities, It is
simply making a suggestion that entities become more sensitive and
attentive to one another's needs, and It is suggesting that you can be
more sensitive and attentive by observing the stress in the entity's
life.
It is not trying to excuse murderers just because they are experiencing
stress, but It is suggesting that if stress is relieved, it may prevent
a murder or a suicide.
STRESS COMBINED WITH JEALOUSY EQUALS MURDER
QUESTION:
Well, while we're in this area, could Awareness discuss the subject of
jealousy and possessiveness, for example, and how these emotions
evidently can overpower an entity and create all kinds of tragedy?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This Awareness indicates that jealousy in itself is not so much the
problem, but jealousy mixed with obsessiveness, where one cannot let go
of the jealousy, or cannot think of anything far beyond the jealousy,
where the entity's mind is constantly coming back to jealousy, is
constantly suspicious and unforgiving of another, persistently focusing
on jealousy, imagining things, or recognizing the reality that his or
her loved one has shown some attention to others that he or she wishes
had been shown to himself or herself instead.
This Awareness indicates that a degree of jealousy can be helpful to a
marriage or a relationship. Some entities do not feel loved if their
partner does not feel jealous when they are with someone else, and some
entities find that a little jealousy in a marriage, in a relationship,
is an indication of love from the other.
Some entities will even try to make their partner jealous and if a fight
ensues between two entities over the partner, the person feels that
their spouse or their loved one really cares about them. This is a kind
of irrational action because the entity feels insecure and needs that
insurance that the partner really cares. So, in some instances, a degree
of jealousy between entities helps to reassure the other that the one
really cares about them enough to be jealous, or even enough to fight
for them.
This Awareness indicates, however, when one hasn't a great insecurity
about their relationship with their spouse and the spouse gets jealous,
the entity who is not insecure often is embarrassed by the jealousy of
the spouse, and often the entity finds it amusing for the spouse to be
jealous because the entity knows that the jealous spouse is insecure,
and the entity may play with that insecurity and enjoy making the
spouse, who is insecure, even more insecure, thus teasing and making the
entity more jealous repeatedly.
This Awareness indicates that in such an action, the entity can cause
the jealous spouse to become more and more insecure and more and more
obsessed with jealousy to the point that it becomes irrational, and the
entity causing the spouse to become more jealous also begins to lose
respect for the jealous spouse, and begins to see the jealous spouse as
being weak, and to feel that the jealous spouse cannot live without
them, and therefore has no inner strength or integrity except as a
devotion to the spouse who makes him or her jealous.
This leads to further disrespect of the jealous spouse and the
relationship begins to fall further and further apart, to split. This
Awareness indicates that this becomes a very dangerous situation,
depending on the personalities because if the jealous spouse does not
have a good self-esteem, the entity could very easily become hostile
toward the one to whom he loves, the one to whom he gives his love, and
hostile to the entity who is showing affection to his loved one.
Thus, jealousy can be dangerous in that conflict and violence could
follow. This Awareness indicates if the jealous spouse has a good self-
image, it is not likely that it would lead to a highly volatile and
violent circumstance, but sometimes an entity, playing with the emotions
of another by making the other jealous, could actually be bringing about
a violent situation, particularly if that entity whom is being made
jealous does have a poor self-image and feels that he or she is being
made a fool of.
This Awareness indicates that it is improper and dangerous for entities
to play with jealousy to such an extreme as to belittle a spouse through
using jealousy or making the spouse jealous. It is dangerous because a
jealous spouse may do something irrational. It is improper because it
shows disrespect for the spouse who is jealous.
This Awareness indicates, however, an occasional slight expression of
jealousy is not at all damaging to a relationship and may even bring the
entities closer together. It depends on the entities themselves and
whether they appreciate their spouse showing jealousy, or whether they
see it as a weakness on behalf of their spouse.
PROBLEMS IN BEING TOO POSSESSIVE OF ANOTHER
FOLLOW-UP QUESTION:
Is possessiveness basically the same thing when it's accented by a
spouse?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This Awareness indicates that no entity wants to be overpossessed by a
spouse, by a chosen loved one, but no entity wants to be without some
sense of belonging or possession, and many entities enjoy feeling that
they belong to someone and that someone belongs to them. The degree of
possessiveness and the degree of desired attachment of the entities
involved must be harmonious to each other for compatibility in regard to
the possessiveness of each other.
This Awareness indicates that even the least possessive of people will
find a certain sense of harmony at being wanted by someone and that is a
matter of degree of possessiveness. Some entities will be happy if they
are owned by another person, where they are so possessed that they are
not allowed to speak to another person of the opposite sex, or to look
at such a person with a smile. They want to be possessed totally by
their loved one.
This Awareness indicates that possessiveness is simply a matter of
degree of ownership. How much do you want this person to take you for
granted? How much do you want this person to feel you are theirs? How
possessed do you want to be by this person? How much do you have to own
this person to feel comfortable? How much must you possess the person to
feel satisfied? Can you feel satisfied just having the person near you,
or do you have to have constant reassurance from the person that you are
loved?
This Awareness indicates that it is all a matter of degree and what the
entities themselves expect or want from one another.
More is Demanded When Entities Are Insecure
If entities are too insecure in their love for one another, they demand
more from each other, and if one is more insecure and the other is less
insecure, then the insecure person, the person with the greatest
insecurities, will be more possessive of the other. Usually, this
creates a dissatisfaction on behalf of the one who is not so insecure,
and the entity is dissatisfied with having someone become too clinging,
too demanding, too possessive, and the entity finds his or her sense of
personal freedom being taken away so that the entity seeks more
constantly to find freedom from this person, rather than becoming closer
to the person.
Comfort In a Relationship is The Greatest Bond
The more healthy relationship finds each of the entities secure in
themselves, and giving attention to each other to a degree that is not
overwhelming to each other or demanding of each other, but comfortable
to each other.
This Awareness wishes to emphasize comfort in a relationship as being
the greatest bond that entities can have, far greater than
possessiveness, jealousy or agreements or rules or demands that many
entities use to bring themselves together in a relationship. If entities
feel comfortable with each other, the relationship is likely to endure.
If entities must make rules for each other, if entities must make
ultimatums and demands on each other; if entities must express
possessiveness or threaten each other, it disturbs the comfort of the
relationship, and the entities are already beginning to split from each
other.
This Awareness indicates that a relationship built on comfort and
affection expressed between entities, where they serve each other, this
relationship is endurable and pleasant for both parties, but if entities
have a relationship in which one dominates the other in a sense of
master and slave, or owner and owned, or anything of this nature, where
one is subordinate to the other, you are not really having a marriage, a
romance; you are having an arrangement, a servant/master arrangement It
is not worthy of pursuing.
The Master/Slave Relationship
Entities who experience a certain amount of slavery soon get tired, and
soon want to get away. This Awareness indicates that these situations
worsen as time passes and one or the other of the entities may suffer
extreme consequences from the relationship. The best thing that could
happen from such a relationship is that the entities separate, or that
the entities start over on equal status, making each other comfortable,
rather than seeing who is dominant over the other.
This is very unlikely, once a dominant/submissive relationship has
begun, and it is more likely that it will need to end in separation
before someone is injured permanently from the dominant/submissive type
of relationship.
This Awareness indicates there is also the other type of relationship,
where dominant/submissive conditions alternate between entities. One
entity is dominant in certain aspects of the relationship, and the other
is dominant in other aspects of the relationship, and this kind of tug-
of-war type of activity may continue for months or years before the
entities tire of the conflict, of the struggle, and begin to mellow in
their relationship with each other so that the dominance of one
diminishes in certain aspects, while the dominance of the other
diminishes in other aspects and the relationship simply begins to mellow
out.
This mellowing accompanies the aging of the entities more than an actual
conscious effort on the part of the entities to reconcile. In other
words, as the entities age, they quarrel less frequently, or the
quarrels mellow out and become less intense until both entities realize
it is not worth arguing about.
AFTER YEARS OF QUARRELING A MELLOWING OUT?
(A Psychology Lesson From Awareness On Relationships)
FOLLOW-UP QUESTION:
Couldn't the reduction in quarrels also be a product of the positive
side of maturity and just getting a better perspective on things?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This Awareness indicates that as the adrenals become depleted, entities
will look around for some way of letting go of the need to win and they
will find concepts and arguments that make them look good in their act
of surrendering. Thus, they will say: "This is too immature for me to
engage myself in such quarrels. I am no longer interested in these petty
things," and this will make them feel that they have won, by
surrendering.
This is a form of justification, and still be a winner. This Awareness
indicates in other words, they can pat themselves on the back for not
pursuing the effort to win, and they can feel good about themselves,
even though they have given up on quarreling over things they once had
energy to quarrel over with the hope of winning.
This Awareness indicates whether entities wish to call this maturing, or
call it mellowing out, or mellowing with age, is a matter of how they
wish to view their new-found situation. They may like to think that they
have gown and matured, or they might acknowledge that they have lost the
will to fight because their adrenals are weaker. Either way it doesn't
matter.
This Awareness indicates, in time, they will see that they have not as
much energy as they used to have when they first learned to fight for
their position. A lot of times it will be obvious that they have aged, a
lot of times it will be seen that they have matured. It is all the same
under different labels. Whichever is most comfortable to the entity is
that which the entity is most likely to use in describing the new
situation.
This Awareness indicates that one thing that generally does come from
years of quarreling is that the entities learn which areas are worth
quarreling over, and which lead nowhere, which areas to avoid as futile,
and which areas are still worth fighting over.
This Awareness indicates that such entities in this type of relationship
may find that the adrenaline over the years becomes depleted and they
cannot find the energy to argue over things that once could have been
extremely volatile.
This Awareness indicates that adrenaline depletion as not only being
able to quarrel with the same vigor as before, but also not being able
to do other things with the same energy as before, for then the adrenals
become depleted, your stamina is reduced, your energy levels are weaker,
and your productivity also suffers.
Years of domestic fighting can lead to further years of chronic fatigue
or such symptoms.
The Psychology of Quarreling in a Relationship
This Awareness indicates that in these domestic arguments, sometimes one
entity knows that the quarrel will go nowhere, but that after it is
over, a reconciliation will occur and there will be more harmony and
that is what the entity is after.
Other times, the entity will know that this same fight has occurred
repeatedly before, over similar issues, and has not resulted in a clear
victory and, therefore, it is not expected to result in a clear victory
this time either, but the entity feels that he or she may still be able
to get a few points and to create enough conflict in this regard, that
some reconciliation or compensation will be coming from another area.
Thus, the conflict occurs, the entities end up in a situation in which
there is anger between them, and this entity knows that, "Now I can ask
my mate for some favor that is easy for my mate to deliver in order to
have a reconciliation from me," and the entity then asks for something
that would have otherwise led to an argument, but knowing that the mate
would like to make up, they know the mate will give in to them on this
particular issue because he or she will want to make up for the big
fight that they just had.
Each entity knows the mate does not want the fight to continue for too
long a period, and each knows that the timing of this fight is only good
for a certain length of time, while the adrenaline flows and the
emotions begin to relax and fade, and that there is a certain timing in
which it is necessary to allow a reconciliation or to make a move toward
reconciliation, and that if you go too long beyond that point in time,
the conflict will begin to set in and cause even greater distance and
coldness so that each becomes hardened in his or her position and it
becomes more difficult to reconcile, and other issues are then brought
up.
Fight and Make Up Keeps a Relationship Going
Entities, in other words, in their domestic quarrels over years of
practice, become subconsciously capable of following certain patterns or
systems of arguing so as to get each other to a point of wanting to
reconcile, so that they are mutually more kind to each other than if
there had not been a quarrel at all, and because they understand this
subconsciously, they often start these quarrels just to get to that
point where they are lovey-dovey again and able to recognize each
other's affection and give affection to each other without fear of
rejection or without feeling that they have somehow been pushy in
offering their affection to each other or seeking the affection of the
other.
In other words, "fight and make up" becomes a subconscious way of
keeping a relationship going for many entities. Other entities do not
ever fight and their lives are simply like two people in a room doing
activities that sometimes cross each other's paths, but where there is a
compatibility, it is more like that of a friend, much like that of a
brother and sister relationship.
The Brother/Sister Type of Relationship
This Awareness indicates that for these entities that may be the more
comfortable way of relating. They do not argue, they do not express
great affection, but they discuss issues and situations in the same
manner as a brother or sister relationship might be, and they feel
comfortable with that arrangement. This Awareness indicates that many
entities who want more romance are likely to quarrel and make up and
experience a romantic make up.
This Awareness indicates for some entities the relationship may go for
long periods of time on a kind of brother/sister type of behavior or
relationship and then suddenly, and for no apparent reason, one of the
entities in the situation will start acting in such a manner as to
irritate the other and the irritation leads to a quarrel.
Subconsciously, what is happening is that one of the entities is tired
of the unemotional relationship of a brother/sister nature and wants to
change the circumstances or situation by infusing emotion into the
relationship. They are actually seeking a more romantic relationship.
The person may feel ignored romantically, and want to have something
happen, but rather than saying "Kiss me, I need affection," they will
say something insulting to the other, to cause the other to become
upset, and they will begin a conflict between themselves that eventually
they expect and hope will lead to a reconciliation ant an emotional make
up, where there is an element of romance between them.
This Awareness indicates in other words, when one partner or the other
becomes suddenly and for little reason emotionally antagonistic or
disturbing to you, rather than seeing that this person is really being a
jerk or being unfair, look at the person as wanting some kind of
affection, and if you wish to cut through the quarrel quickly, give the
person affection, give the person a sense of importance and let the
person know you care for him or her.
If, however, you wish to pursue the argument and follow through on it,
be aware of where it is intended to go, so that it does not veer off
into such an extreme quarrel that it leads you to consider separation or
divorce when it really is a subconscious plea for unification and
affection.
Most Men See Women as the Originator of the Quarrel
This Awareness indicates that men often see women as the instigators of
quarrels, and cannot understand why the woman is being so hostile, or so
bitchy, or so irrational and demanding. Actually, the woman is simply
trying to get affection, and if the man realizes this, and gives her
affection, it can save much intensity in the relationship that would be
stressful to both.
In other words, if your wife is angry and it doesn't make sense to you,
perhaps she is simply asking for affection, and if you can give her a
hug, a kiss, and spend some time with her, listen to what she wants to
talk about, give her a little of your time, she usually becomes quite
harmonious.
This Awareness indicates that likewise, with the man, if he starts the
quarrel, if he is hard to speak to, if he is quick to snap at you, he
may have had a very difficult situation at work or during his day he may
have had an ego injury, and if you are able to talk to him, and give him
some praise and affection, he may discuss with you what has happened
that has made him upset. It may be that he is legitimately upset, he may
have felt threatened at his job or in regard to his earning capacity or
may have had some situation that disturbed or threatened his prestige or
his earning power, so that he is disturbed, and it may be that he feels
threatened because he loves you and wants to make sure that you are well
taken care of, but that his earning power is being threatened by
something or someone on the job, which could in turn threaten his
ability to take care of you. If you have the patience and understanding
to talk to him, you may find out that it is his concern for you that has
made him snappy, and hard to speak to, and that he is not angry at you,
he is angry at someone else, and is expressing it when he speaks to you.
What Men and Women Need to Gain Affection
This Awareness indicates that recognizing that most women's disturbances
have to do with their need for affection, and most men's disturbances
have to do with their prestige and sense of being a provider, should
help men and women to find a way of easing each other's frustrations so
that you do not have to fall into the trap of constantly fighting in
order to get your affection, or get the appreciation you need for your
sense of importance.
This Awareness indicates that men need to stroke the woman when she is
upset. Touch her, give her affection. Women need to show their
appreciation and confidence in the man when he is disturbed and upset,
because it usually has to do with his self-esteem and ability to produce
what is necessary, and if he does not have self-esteem, he feels he can
not be productive.
Thus, the woman, giving him the sense of self-esteem, gets him back into
the frame of mind that says "I can do it. I can provide." Understanding
this will help men and women attend to each other in a manner that
enhances each other's abilities and self-esteem. Each wants to be
appreciated and to feel capable and worthy and each can help the other
in this regard. Without such, when either feels incapable or unworthy
and it is not forthcoming from the other, either entity will become
difficult to get along with.
STALKING THE EX-WIFE AND FORCING SEX
(The Psychology of Fixation and Obsession)
QUESTION:
One of the most common crimes we read about is the ex-husband who stalks
and pursues, violates the home, attempts to have sex, often rapes, and
very often ends up killing the ex-wife. This is so common that it seems
like it is in the paper almost every day. I was wondering, during that
rap about seeking affection on the part of the woman, how significant is
this for a man, who has lived with a woman a long time, and then is
divorced, and then he stalks and pursues her? What significance, if any,
does the sexual relationship have, or how important is the sexual
stress, if there is such a thing, in such cases that would motivate this
crime?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This Awareness indicates that men's attitudes toward sex is quite
different from that of a woman. When men have sex with a woman, it does
not necessarily mean that they are compassionate; it can simply mean
that they are dominant and that they want the woman to love them.
When women have sex, they usually are more willing to he compassionate,
to give their heart to the man, and when they do not have affection for
the man, when they do not feel compassion, they do not want to have sex.
This Awareness indicates that when a man and woman separate, if the man
feels that he is rejected by the woman, he may seek to win back her
affection by pursuing her, by talking to her, and by persuading her to
have sex with him.
Many men seem to think that if the woman has sex with him, it means that
she will take him back and love him. They do not understand that she
must love him before she will enjoy having sex with him, but this is
normally the case, and if a woman is hostile to a man, she does not
generally want to have sex with him.
This Awareness indicates if she has mixed feelings, she may have sex
with him, and then may be angry about it afterwards. This Awareness
indicates that having sex with a man when you have mixed feelings does
not necessarily suggest that the entity will take the man back as a
husband.
Therefore, the man may have misconceptions regarding sex with his ex-
wife, and the manner in which it occurs, to the point where he thinks he
can force sex on her and cause her to love him.
This Awareness indicates that if he gets this into his head and pursues
it with enough determination and assertiveness, he may end up raping
her. For her, it is a violation. For him, it is a victory in winning her
heart. This Awareness indicates that therefore, both parties are at odds
with each other, but the man may think that this is bringing back his
family, or bringing back his wife, and the woman may see this simply as
a violation, as total disrespect to her.
This Awareness indicates it also can occur that, in the man having sex
with his ex-wife and presuming that she will love him in return, he may
find that it does not occur and assumes that since she does not love
him, she must love someone else, and he may become the victim of love
for her, rather than causing her to love him, as he had hoped, so that
he not only feels he loves her, but that he must have her, and thus
becomes possessive of her, and if he finds that she does not yield to
that demand, then he may become more and more demanding and feel that if
he can't have her, no one else will have her, or he may feel that he
must have her, that no one else has a right to her, that she is his
wife, his possession, and in such aberrations, the entity may become
violent and willing to risk his life or take her life, or both lives.
This Awareness indicates it all depends on the person, how intense, how
fixated, and how much the entity has been teased in the relationship,
and how much teasing the entity can take. Entities can get an idea in
their head, become fixated on the idea to the point where they lose all
touch with reality. The entity may say to himself, "I know she loves me.
She just doesn't realize it herself," and therefore, the entity pursues
the relationship on that premise that his wife loves him, but doesn't
know it.
Thus, he forces himself on her. He stalks her, and he continues being
obsessed with her, and when she continually resists him, he becomes more
and more anxious to the point of extreme frustration and he may move
into a kind of temporary insanity or psychotic state, and may indeed
become violent toward her.
Hold Closely With Open Arms
This Awareness indicates that it is thus very important that entities
hold closely with open arms, so that if the loved one wants to leave,
the loves one knows he or she can leave, and knows also that because the
arms are open, they can come back without fear of being entrapped. They
can always leave, or always return, and this allows the relationship to
develop on mutual affection rather than on someone's demand or someone's
aberration of ownership, or some other situation that could become
volatile and threatening to an entity.
A MARRIAGE LICENSE; NOT A DEED OF OWNERSHIP
CLOSING MESSAGE:
This Awareness indicates the Bob Dylan lyric: "I gave you my heart, but
you wanted my soul," applies to this discussion.
Some entities can give their heart to another, but the other wants more.
The entity wants total control, total ownership of the other. This would
be a very unhealthy relationship for an entity to want to possess the
very heart and soul of another entity.
To possess affection that an entity has for you is a wonderful thing. It
is enough. You do not need to own the person. You do not need to own
their soul. They are giving their heart to you for a period of time,
perhaps an entire lifetime. You do not own the entity for any length of
time beyond that to which they give their heart
However long they give their heart to you, they are yours; but they are
not yours because you have a deed or a title on them; they are yours
because they feel affection for you. The affection they feel for you
allows them to be happy with you, and that is your bond with them.
There is no deed, there is no title. The marriage license is simply
something for the state.
The true bonding between yourself and another has to do with the heart
and with the affection exchanged between yourselves. This Awareness
indicates it is only in the past hundred years or so that marriage has
been recognized by licenses. Actually, it appears that this began early
in this century. Prior to that it was recognized by church marriages
that were not recorded in the state, or by the state, through licenses.
This Awareness indicates that marriages were recorded simply for society
to realize that you and this person have agreed to join your lives
together in order to announce to society your intention, so that other
entities of society would not come as suitors to either one of you,
would not seek to take the wife, or would not seek to take the husband,
because you have announced socially, in your ceremony, that you are now
joined together as man and wife.
What a Marriage License Is Legally
This Awareness indicates that a marriage license was not a paper showing
ownership, such as a deed to a piece of property; it was a piece of
paper showing that the state was the owner of this marriage, and that
any children born from the marriage also belonged to the state.
This Awareness indicates the ideas of a license is that the state has
licensed the two of you to be married, and the state, having licensed
you to be married and to bear children, also has ownership of the
children.
It is something that most people do not understand, but because of this,
the state has control over your marriage and over your children, if it
so decides it wishes to claim control or to activate its control over
you.
This Awareness indicates nowhere in this activity does it indicate that
the husband owns the wife, or the wife owns the husband, or that either
own the children. This Awareness indicates that with this understanding,
you must also realize that the affection between you is the bond that
binds you or brings you together in a harmonious relationship.
Therefore, by honoring your affection, your marriage is glued together.
The state license only allows you to co-habit together legally. It does
not enforce affection; and therefore, you can drift apart or separate
and divorce through further efforts and appeals to the state to
acknowledge your divorce. If the affection has died, you would perhaps
pursue this approach.
What You Must Do If You Want Your Marriage to Endure
As long as the affection remains, you are likely to stay together. This
Awareness suggests, therefore, if you wish your marriage to endure,
forget the license, and focus on the affection. Forget possessiveness;
focus on affection. Forget control of the other. Make yourself the
object of affection, so that the other can enjoy being with you.
Give each other the pleasure and affection and comfort you both want
from each other as much as possible. If one is too demanding, help the
entity to see that the demands are beyond your ability to respond, and
if you find the demands to be too great, you may have to start
withdrawing your affection. You may naturally withdraw your affection if
the demands of the other are too great, and you can inform the other
that: "Those demands are hurting the relationship and are destroying my
affection for you."
This Awareness indicates that clear communication in this regard may
head off problems in the relationship before those demands become too
strong, for if they become overwhelming, you may have no choice but to
dissolve the relationship. This Awareness does not wish any entity to be
bonded to another by means of coercion, of slavery, of
dominance/submissiveness.
It wishes entities to belong to each other only by affection and love
for each other. This Awareness indicates that, of course, there are
circumstances in any relationship in which entities may find it
difficult to remain loyal to each other, but this does not necessarily
mean that they should separate. This means that they should assist each
other in getting through the difficult times, if at all possible.
You Have the Right to Leave An Abusive Spouse
This Awareness does not suggest entities must stay together even when
they are being physically, emotionally, or spiritually violated. No one
should be a slave or a servant to another, or be subjected to heavy
mistreatment by another. If you are put in a subservient, menial, or
abusive situation, you have the right to rise up and leave the situation
in any way that is legally and ethically possible.
This does not mean you have a right to destroy your abuser. If there is
another way to leave the abusive situation, that is the route which you
should take. You do have the right to leave an abusive situation if it
does not appear that it will be cured.
You may wish to make the effort to have counseling for the abuser, but
if this is not acceptable to the abuser, then you have the right to
escape from the abusive situation.
(End of Reading; The Law of Gratitude is given)
WHAT'S GOING ON IN KOREA AND IN CHINA
(George Washington's Dream Prediction of An Invasion of U.S)
QUESTION:
A question from J.S., Pacifica, California. He writes: "Just as
Awareness predicted in the Predictions for 1994 issue, we are hearing
more and more about problems with North Korea, including the threat of
war if economic sanctions are imposed. This animosity is ostensibly due
to North Korea's refusal to allow inspection of certain nuclear
facilities by UN inspection teams. Meanwhile, China has recently
exploded a nuclear bomb underground, which only received weak responses
from the rest of the world. Something like: "That wasn't very nice.
Please don't do it again." My questions are these: Is the United Nations
trying to get the United States involved in another Korean war? Does the
United States have a treaty with South Korea obligating us to defend
them militarily in the event of war with North Korea? And why doesn't
the United Nations insist on taking stronger measures against China such
as inspections and sanctions? Could it be because the American people
could be persuaded to support a war against little North Korea, but not
against such a formidable opponent as China?"
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This Awareness indicates that the entity evaluated correctly in his last
question. This Awareness indicates also that the concern in regard to
North Korea as that which was being artificially intensified for the
possible option of a war involving North Korea in order to get U.S.
troops out of the United States.
This Awareness indicates that this is a goal of those who want the New
World Order and United Nations troops to impose it on this United
States. This Awareness indicates that China, of course, is being catered
to by the United States and the United Nations in order to keep from
stirring up a situation in which the Chinese government would have an
excuse to take issue, or to enter into a conflict, with the United
States because it has so many people and so much potential for
disrupting the plans of the New World Order, if it is disturbed
improperly.
This Awareness indicates that there are efforts also among the business
communities of the United States to bring in business into China which
in turn would create an alliance with China and bring in great wealth to
the United States over a period of time, as well as create ties with
China that would mold it into a future ally.
The more business ties that are created, the more likely that China
could become an ally to the United States in the future.
This Awareness indicates that North Korea, on the other hand, is not
necessary for the economic or financial welfare of the United States.
North Korea's main intention in creating a problem is to get some kind
of agreement with the United States and South Korea that allows it to
become a business partner, so that it can have a more extended financial
market into other areas of the world, including the United States and
South Korea.
This Awareness indicates that the action of Jimmy Carter in going into
North Korea to help pacify the situation is to have assisted in creating
a better atmosphere for discussions. It did not necessarily eliminate
the problem or the basis for the problem, but it did create an
atmosphere where discussions can occur. The focus was taken off of North
Korea. It has switched now to Haiti, and the movement of U.S. troops
into Haiti has become a way where troops can be taken from this country.
It does not appear to be a situation in which enough troops will have
been taken from this country to give complete advantage to the United
Nations troops as of yet.
This Awareness indicates, however, that may not be the end of the
movement of U.S. troops from the borders of the United States; there may
still be other problems or other countries which will be used as an
excuse for sending more troops out of this country. This Awareness
indicates if this does occur, entities should expect the United Nations
troops soon to be taking over this nation. These will be troops from
Europe and Asia.
George Washington's Dream-Prediction
This Awareness wishes to remind you of a prediction by George Washington
from a dream in which he saw the western part of the United States
totally swamped with Chinese forces and they were overrunning the
Americans, the U.S. army. This was long before the west had even been
settled. This Awareness indicates that it was at a time when Spain and
Russia still owned part of the western United States; the Indians owning
other areas of western United States.
In Washington's dream, he saw Chinese coming in as far as the Rocky
Mountains and having a potential to take the entire United States, but
something happened in which there was divine intervention from the skies
which stopped these forces from coming further.
This Awareness indicates that whether the entity's dream is an accurate
depiction of the future of this country or whether it was simply one of
those weird dreams that entities sometimes have, can be debated until
something develops to indicate one or the other, but considering the
nation and its state of being at the time of the dream, one has to
marvel at the fact that the dream could indeed take place in this modern
age where the United States does now have possession of the western part
of the United States.
UFOs could be some kind of extraterrestrial or divine intervention that
could stop an invasion from China, and with the Chinese masses being so
great and having sufficient technology, it would not be beyond potential
reality for an invasion to occur, particularly if this became a part of
the New World Order and its plans for taking over this country by using
Asian troops in the west for United Nations conquest.
WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ALL THE FROGS AND TOADS?
(From a CAC General Reading April 3, 1990)
QUESTION:
There's been a number of articles in the newspapers and magazines in the
last year talking about the mysterious decline of frogs, and I'd like to
read this one from the Washington Post and ask Awareness what's going on
here. The article is titled: "Mysterious Decline of Frogs has Scientists
Worried." Populations of frogs, toads and salamanders appear to he
declining mysteriously in many places around the world and scientists
fear the dramatic disappearance of the amphibians may be a sign of
widespread environmental degradation of some unknown kind. For several
years, there have been rumors and scattered reports that frogs and toads
appear to be far less common than they once were. More recently, many
field biologists have begun documenting precipitous declines, sometimes
measuring from 50 percent to 90 percent, and local extinctions in a
variety of settings, from tropical forests to temperate mountain lakes.
"We are very concerned," said David Wake of the University of California
at Berkeley. "There seems to be something going on. Something we don't
yet understand." The cause of the decline remains a mystery. Some
researchers suspect acid rain. But others believe the vanishing
populations could be caused by pesticides, viruses, hard winters or dry
summers. In some locations, the frogs and other amphibians may have been
wiped out by introduced competition such as fish. The animals may also
be exploited for food or even by scientists themselves, who collect
specimens for research. "Amphibians are disappearing and we're not sure
why," said Roy McDiarmid, a herpetologist with the U.S. Fish and
Wildlife Service and the National Museum of Natural History. "We have to
ask whether this is a general indication of environmental degradation."
To unravel the mystery of their disappearance, and to better document
how extensive the decline is, the researchers have rushed to organize a
special meeting early next year entitled "Declining Amphibian
Populations: A Global Phenomenon." In the last few years, researchers
have witnessed severe reductions and extinction throughout tropical
Central and South America, Europe and North America. "Decline is very
evident and very rapid in Europe," said Hansjurg Hotz of the University
of Illinois at Urbana. Hotz said the decline is most dramatic in Central
and Northern Europe. "What we're seeing is a decline of all native frogs
from British Columbia to Southern California to the Rocky Mountains in
the east," said Andrew Blaustein of Oregon State University, who has
watched numbers of the western spotted frog and the Cascades frog drop
in Oregon.
Could Awareness explain what is happening to the frogs and toads?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This Awareness indicates that this is a combination of a variety of
things, including runoffs from pesticides and herbicides, including also
the depleting of the ozone layer which is more harmful to amphibians,
being more sensitive to this excessive sunlight. Also, the increased
encroachment into wetlands by developers. Also, there is certain
destruction involved in the food chain. You must remember that frogs eat
the insects which are being killed by pesticides, and when these pests
have been destroyed there is less for the frogs to eat, and there is
also seen some changes in the way water itself is treated. There are
certain treatments toward water in some areas in which it may be
channeled or banked in such a way that the mud banks are no longer
suitable for frogs; such places as might appear near parks or golf
courses, or manicured river edges then become uninhabitable as homes for
these creatures. Also there are the planting of fish in waters which eat
the tiny tadpoles.
It is a number of things that are occurring. Even the activities in
regard to the rain forests in Brazil and Central America are wiping out
the habitat for many of these amphibians. This Awareness indicates the
greater danger in losing these amphibians is that they are the natural
predators of insects and as they disappear, the insect population will
tend to have no predators other than birds and man with man's chemicals,
and this can lead to the future further destruction of birds.
This Awareness indicates that nature does have a certain kind of flux
and balance that it can maintain if left alone, but when any one part is
tampered with, all the rest is affected, and the greater the tampering,
the greater the affect on the rest, and unless one understands the total
mosaic or mobile -- for indeed nature is likened unto a mobile that is
floating, and if you grab one part, it moves everything -- and unless
you understand the total, it behooves entities to be cautious about
grabbing one part to fix it, or make it better, because you might cause
the crash of everything else.
This Awareness indicates there is a book, "How Nature Works," which
explains very clearly this concept of unified nature in which all things
tend to work together and where the damage to one area creates a damage
to all.
This Awareness suggests that your question continue.
FOLLOW-UP QUESTION:
I was just going to mention that a recent tabloid suggests that the
aliens have been seen eating tadpoles and frogs and the article suggests
this is the reason for the declining population. Is there any truth to
that?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This Awareness indicates there are far more individual people who eat
frogs and frog legs than there are aliens who do this.
ED's Note: Where I got that information on frogs is sort of interesting.
Unknown to me, Vikki had acquired a set of tickets to Wagner's "Der Ring
Des Nibelungen" the famous four opera Ring Cycle, one of my most
favorite operas, but seldom staged because of the high production costs.
But the tickets were for a production in New York City at the Met, the
first time in many years that it mounted this series. Vikki said she
didn't tell me ahead of time because I would balk at the logistics of
getting to New York and interrupting our work on the newsletter. (She
was correct.) However, it was a sold-out series and a chance of a
lifetime, so I sold some old stuff and bought airline tickets to New
York. During that week In New York, we had the opportunity to tour the
backstage of the Metropolitan Opera and observe the incredible spectacle
of how operas are put together. We got to tour everything -- the makeup
department, the costume department where the actual costumes are made,
the rooms where the divas and prima donnas primp as they await their
stage calls, the way sets are created for four operas which can he ready
within minutes (they hang from the ceiling, come up from the basement on
huge hydraulic lifts; one sets slides forward from far in the back,
another moves to center stage from far right etc.) Vikki was totally
fascinated by Fafner, the gigantic dragon who is slain by Seigfried in
the third opera of the Ring by that name. Fafner was made of plastic
which looked very real, and he inflated with air by a special device. He
breathed fire and it took four people to animate him during the opera.
Vikki got to touch him and all the way back to Olympia she sighed over
and over, "I got to touch Fafner!" (But I digress.) During the tour we
passed a huge bulletin board which had posted memos to stage hands,
principles and various cast members, such as Jessye Norman, Placido
Domingo, Luciano Pavarotti, etc. And what amazed me and Vikki was a full
page from the latest "Weekly World News" tabloid, which was tacked right
in the center of that bulletin board, surrounded by memos to all these
famous opera stars, and the headline: "SPACE ALIENS ARE STEALING OUR
FROGS!" I swear this is true. During our next session hack in Olympia,
this question on the disappearing frogs came up, so I just had to ask
Awareness about the aliens. After all, if they know all about this at
the staid old Met, this information should be shared with all of you!
WHO IS MONITORING OUR INTERPRETER?
(More on What Cosmic Awareness Is Not)
QUESTION:
During last night's session, the Interpreter was monitored. Could
Awareness explain who was monitoring the Interpreter and the motive
behind monitoring the Interpreter?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This Awareness indicates there is no name seen associated with the
energy involved in that monitoring. There does appear to be an energy
that is of a different dimension; the energy being capable of listening
in from a different dimension or by going through a different dimension.
This Awareness indicates that it appears that this was a different kind
of monitoring than has occurred previously by this entity; that there
have been those movements in which the entity would feel a presence and
a ringing in the ear as many entities will, where one senses that they
are being tapped into; that these normal monitorings which entities
experience are from those beings in the astral realm who seek to keep in
touch with what entities are doing.
This Awareness indicates, however, this experience last night appears to
have been an entity attempting to tap into the channel, attempting to
monitor not the Interpreter, but to monitor this Awareness, to identify
this Awareness, to discover who is speaking through the Interpreter.
This Awareness indicates that it appears that this was brought about
because of the recent readings and questions relating to the alien
presence and that essentially, this alien presence was attempting to
make contact with this Awareness, not understanding that this Awareness
is not a person, or a personality, or an individual being, but is simply
consciousness.
This Awareness indicates that the monitoring left it with a great
curiosity, because it could not find the vibration, the frequency it was
hoping to find, for most entities in themselves in this or any other
realms, have their own particular frequency, and the alien technology is
such as to be able to attune to a frequency, and to connect to that
frequency.
This Awareness indicates that any seeking to connect this Awareness
through some frequency attunement can only do so by moving into Cosmic
Awareness frequency levels by becoming cosmically aware at the moment of
attunement.
How One Entity Tried to Disprove the Interpreter
This Awareness indicates that some years ago, an entity traveled from
Toronto to Portland for a reading from this Interpreter, and when the
Interpreter went into trance and this Awareness began answering the
questions, the entity stood up and began moving his hands over the
Interpreter. The energizer present, the Interpreter's wife, could not
understand what the entity was doing.
The answers continued without interruption. This Awareness continued to
give the entity the answers to his questions, and when completed, the
trance was finished and the entity sat down and the Interpreter was
brought from trance
In coming out of the trance, the Interpreter was told by the questioner:
"I tried to tune in to the spirit that was speaking through you and I
couldn't find anyone. What was happening?"
This Awareness indicates that this Awareness is not a spirit.
It is not an entity.
It is consciousness, and the Interpreter is simply reading consciousness
and can only read consciousness of this Awareness when he is willing and
able to submit and surrender and give up self, to move his consciousness
and merge his consciousness into levels of Universal Consciousness, in
which case there is nothing there to grab on to. There is just a hole in
space which emanates consciousness that speaks through the synapses of
the brain and voice and mouth of the Interpreter, using his brain, voice
and mouth to pass messages in response to questions.
This Awareness indicates that this monitoring last night yielded the
inquirer the same information, that there was nothing there.
It is for this reason that this Awareness has indicated It is "that
which is next to that which does not speak."
HOW AWARENESS PROTECTS YOU THE READERS
(How a Blessing From Cosmic Awareness Works)
QUESTION:
One final question. Some years back Awareness put up a protective screen
around this property so when Awareness was giving messages, no force
could penetrate that was alien in nature or would misuse the
information. Is that screen still in place?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This Awareness indicates that this is still present, but that this
Awareness wishes at this time to reinforce the screen because of the
nature of the information that has been coming through, which can lead
to more effort to break through the screen unless there is
reinforcement.
This Awareness indicates that It not only wishes to reinforce the screen
at this time, It also wishes to extend this screen to all of the
mailings that have gone out or will go out and to all who read these
messages, that they too may be protected from any alien force.
The Alien Force Is Not Alien to Cosmic Awareness
This Awareness wishes also to inform you that the Alien Force, which is
alien to humans, is not alien to this Awareness, for that alien force is
also part of consciousness. It is somewhat different from humans and it
has its own weaknesses, just as do humans, but it also has its area of
growth, its chance of development and growth, and in the monitoring
which it experienced last night, even though its monitoring touched for
only a few moments this channel, It will work with that vibration and
frequency. It will work with that information and it will help that
alien nation to develop in its spiritual growth.
This Awareness indicates that this energy being gathered at this time,
to be sent so that every paper that leaves your place of business, even
those papers that are put into garbage cans for disposal, and all those
papers that are mailed out all of these, and everyone who touches them,
shall have protection, shall receive protective energies. This Awareness
indicates that these papers will carry a protective charge so that
entities need not be fearful of touching or holding them, for they will
enhance and improve their lives, and their good health.
This Awareness indicates that while these papers will have a certain
improving influence, It does not mean to imply that the bearer of a
paper from your organization will never again have difficulty, It is not
claiming that these papers will perform miracles out of the ordinary, It
will simply protect the entities who receive messages from your
organization from having any harm come to them through the information
that is associated with the papers.
This Awareness, again wishes to qualify: It does not mean to say that,
for example, an entity interprets something in a reading to imply that
he should go out and do something, do this or that, and in the doing,
the entity suffers damage, that this Awareness has betrayed them,
because It is not saying that.
There is a danger that entities tend to make too much out of such
statements.
This Awareness is simply saying It blesses these papers that go out from
your organization and gives protection through them for entities to have
greater protection than they would otherwise have.
Now, if entities are driving down the highway reading Revelations of
Awareness with one hand on the wheel, and one eye on the road, and a
semi-truck pulls out, this is obviously not serving to protect the
entity.
This Awareness indicates that It does not want entities to read in more
than is intended, for invariably there will always be someone who writes
back: "Awareness sent a blessing and six weeks later I came down with a
cold. Why didn't the blessing work?"
This Awareness isn't claiming in any way, when It gives blessings to
entities, that they will be forever young, forever healthy, forever
perfect. The sending of a blessing is simply designed to make things
better.
There is a story of an entity who was close to a master, and in the
presence of the master, felt himself to be quite safe, and then one day
walked out and something happened, and the entity was in an accident and
lost his arm, and the entity came back to the master, angry: "You have
betrayed me! I thought I was safe! You are my master! I trusted you! And
then I went out and my arm was cut off!", and the master said: "This is
your lucky day. You were supposed to have been killed."
This Awareness indicates that you can never tell how much a blessing
helps and you can never assume that because something negative occurred,
that the blessing didn't help prevent something worse.
ED's Note: Over the years, Awareness would occasionally refer to the
protective screen around the CAC operation and gather energy during the
trance session to reinforce it. Many of our readers should be reassured
to know that not only is the newsletter itself protected wherever it may
go, but that all of those who read it are equally protected. Because of
the somewhat heavy nature of certain information we have published in
the newsletter over the years, we realize there are more than a few of
you who have experienced certain degrees of fear, and even paranoia, for
even being associated with this publication. We hope that this
particular reading can lay such fears to rest, if they still exist.
THE YEARS 1995 AND 1996 WILL BE INCREDIBLE YEARS TO BE ALIVE
(Opening Message, CAC General Reading, December 15, 1994)
This Awareness indicates the Christmas season, as always, is a time when
entities become more in harmony with themselves and with others. It is a
time when entities reflect on more meaningful things in life. There is,
of course, that frantic commercialism that accompanies the season and
tends to detract from the more important elements of the Christmas
spirit.
This Awareness indicates however, enough of the Christmas spirit comes
through to help them recharge their spiritual interests, and this is
beneficial. This Awareness indicates that in moving into the coming
year, a refreshment, a sense of new enthusiasm is that which entities
may expect -- for the coming two years will be of great benefit for
humanity and entities will look back on this time as an absolutely
incredible period to be alive.
THINGS ARE IMPROVING IN OUR NATION
(They're Not Hanging Catholics Anymore)
(Opening Message, CAC General Reading, November 10, 1994)
This Awareness indicates that it may appear at times that the world is
getting worse, and that 50 years ago, or 100 years ago, people were
better behaved because of better values, and that things are
progressively deteriorating, and many entities could well become
discouraged about the future.
This Awareness indicates if you look at things in terms of the crimes
reported in your newspaper, you may see this appearance of a continued
deterioration of social values and conditions; but if you look at things
from another point of view, you might think that things are getting much
better.
This Awareness reminds you of the early years of this century, where the
Ku Klux Klan, for example, were still hanging black people. This
Awareness indicates that in the law books of Oregon City, a union state,
there is a law on the books that states that any black man being caught
after sundown may be hanged.
This Awareness indicates that it does not appear that this law has been
taken of the books, or if it has, it has only recently been removed, but
it has been buried so that people could not find this easily. They do
not take it off because it would require a vote of some legislative body
to remove it from the books, which would call attention to it, and there
is too much embarrassment at it even being there.
This Awareness indicates that, likewise, there are many other
embarrassing laws in various cities and various states that are simply
ignored because the values of people no longer want to call attention to
these laws.
This Awareness indicates that in the small town of Canby, Oregon, in the
1920s, Catholics were being hunted down and hanged by certain groups of
Protestants who did not want Catholics to get a foothold in their
community.
This Awareness indicates that in more recent times, people have become
much more tolerant of varieties in terms of culture, religion, race,
nationality; so that what once might have led to great hostility between
people is now seen to be of no consequence.
This Awareness indicates that in this sense, the polarity that once
dominated and created bigotry between entities has diminished greatly,
to the point where people are more tolerant of each other's differences.
This means that there is something good happening.
This Awareness asks you to imagine this rate of change that has occurred
during this century in this regard, and project into another century the
changes that might result in the future if people continue to become
more tolerant of each other.
This Awareness indicates that it is true that there is a considerable
amount of violence, and this is a concern, but entities also need to be
aware that in the past few years, the crime rate has diminished. It is
not increasing now, as it did in the early part of this decade. It is
now diminishing.
There is much for entities to be pleased about. Even though the focus on
crime may have become much more acute and much more common, so that
people notice crime more because attention is called to it, still it is
diminishing, and that there is much to be pleased with in this regard.
This Awareness indicates in other words, there is improvement. It is not
always easy to see. It is not always easy to find. Entities have to look
behind some of the more out standing stories to recognize improvements
are occurring.
MANCHURIAN MUSHROOM (KOMBUCHA) ELIXIR: IS THIS THE MIRACLE HEALING TEA
BEING CLAIMED?
(Will a Bald Head Sprout Hair?)
QUESTION:
A question from L.K., Denver, Colorado. She sent in three pages, which
I'm not going to read, on something called Manchurian Mushroom Tea. It
says here, "We are talking about a panacea, Manchurian Mushroom, which
takes seven days to reproduce itself. It looks like a hot-cake, but is
grayish in color. Properly cultivated, it eliminates wrinkles and helps
in the removal of brown spots on hands. It is a skin humicant. It
prevents certain types of cancer. In Manchuria, where this mushroom came
from, there has not been detected one single case of cancer. Every day
people drink this tea as religious atonement. During menopause, it
reduces heat flash discomfort. Just after drinking the Manchurian tea,
you may feel a warm sensation due to the fact that the tea components
join the bloodstream, causing a draining action of toxic chemical
elements and fluids, reasons for which you will notice increased
mobility in your extremity and flexibility around your waist." It goes
on and on and claims: "It helps constipation, muscular aches and pains
in shoulder and neck, helps bronchitis, asthma, coughs, in two or three
days, will help children with phlegm, helps with allergies, with aching
nerves. It is prescribed in kidney problems. It is proven useful in
cataracts. It cleanses the gall bladder, helps colitis and nervous
stomachs. It helps heal diseases. It will lower cholesterol and soften
veins in arteries. lt will stop infectious diarrhea. It helps burning of
fat, therefore it helps to lose weight. It helps insomnia, helps the
liver, helps to level off glucose and sudden drops of blood sugar in
diabetics. It has a surprising effect on the scalp, helps avoid balding,
thickens hair, and eliminates gray hair. It helps indigestion..." And it
goes on with how it's prepared, but anyway, she writes: "I have a couple
of questions for Awareness. This first one is extremely important and we
need an answer as soon as possible. The reason being that this
Manchurian Mushroom and the subsequent tea is being passed around this
area at an extremely fast rate, and if it is not what it is touted to
be, then it affects a lot of people. I'm somewhat concerned about a tea
drink made with brown sugar and a specific mushroom fungus. The concern
has to do with Awareness's recent message in issue 94-05 concerning
yeast problems in our body. I myself have been taking this Manchurian
Mushroom tea daily for the past six weeks. The instructions regard a
Manchurian Mushroom, AKA Kombucha elixir, a Kargasok tea. Does this tea
mixture, after the fermentation process with the mushroom fungus,
actually change the molecular bacteria system of the sugar and so forth
into a natural antibiotic as is stated on page three?"
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This is in the affirmative. This Awareness indicates it appears that
this tea also counteracts Candida. It is helpful in ridding the body of
Candida.
QUESTION:
"Does it have the possibility of making the natural changes in our body
that is claimed in the instructions?"
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This is in the affirmative.
QUESTION:
"Is there any residual that would tend to feed the yeast problems that
our bodies already may have, or does it negate the yeast?"
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This Awareness indicates it appears to counter yeast infections.
QUESTION:
"If you at CAC have not heard where to acquire a mushroom and would like
one, let me know and I will make arrangements to send one to you." Would
this be of any benefit to us, and perhaps to the Interpreter?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This Awareness indicates that this could be of benefit to entities who
wish to have the substance; that you may wish to make it available to
those who request this or this Awareness suggests you ask the
individuals rather than this Awareness. It is, of course, beneficial to
entities.
QUESTION:
Well, the way it sounds, if you just take this tea regularly, you won't
have any problems in the physical body anymore, and you can grow hair
over bald heads and ...
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This Awareness indicates that the tea can be helpful. It is not
necessarily sufficient to cure all problems.
It can help stabilize blood sugar, for example, but that does not mean
it cures diabetes in its totality.
The help given from drinking the tea can reduce the effect of a disease,
but to continue treating the disease with any other means necessary can
also be of benefit.
This Awareness suggests that one single treatment of a certain type does
not necessarily mean it is a total cure. It can be beneficial in
strengthening the immune system or in helping the body to overcome
certain negatives, but there are also other means that can be helpful,
too. And if you rely only on one thing, you may be cutting off some
other cures that would be helpful in speeding up your recovery from a
particular problem.
This Awareness indicates the greatest problem with this substance is
that it is not always the most pleasant drink of tea; it sometimes sours
and turns into vinegar. It also can become a nuisance in that you need
to make a large quantity of tea, add sugar and then let it cool, and
break apart the two mushrooms, because every seven days a new mushroom
grows.
You often feel a kind of guilt at throwing away one of the mushrooms, so
you feel inclined to find someone to give it to, and then you may wish
to clean the mushroom from any vinegar residues and you also need to
find gallon sized jars to put the mushrooms in along with the new tea,
where it sits for seven days to make a new mushroom.
This Awareness indicates that "mushroom" is not quite the right term for
the substance. It does appear more like a thick wax-like film. It looks
waxy, but is very flexible, like a fleshy substance that grows a baby
underneath as a secondary type of film is formed.
You can take a small drop of this substance, put it in with tea, and
within a few days it will spread over the top of the tea, from corner to
corner, and then begin to thicken, and this is how it reproduces itself
This Awareness indicates therefore, in sending the substance through the
mail, it does not have to be sent in a gallon jar; it can be sent in a
small container with instructions for replacing it into a large jar and
adding more tea and sugar
This Awareness indicates that it is something that can be made tasty,
but it is also something that can ferment and taste like vinegar, if you
keep using and adding to it, rather than starting with new tea each
week.
This Awareness indicates it is a matter of how you wish to proceed
within the guidelines of the instructions given for the handling and
maintaining of the tea.
This Awareness indicates that most people will find it acceptable and
easy to use, and will use it, but they may find that having to attend to
it each week, which takes approximately 30 to 40 minutes, can become
somewhat boring or tiresome after awhile, and they may tend to neglect
it. It is a matter of responsibility, much like caring for a pet,
because it continues to make its babies once a week, whether you
separate them or not.
This Awareness indicates that after some time, you may simply find
yourself throwing the mother or the baby into the garbage. This
Awareness suggests you avoid throwing it down the drain or toilet or
garbage disposal because it could start reproducing and clog your pipes.
It is unlikely this would occur, because it does not thrive except in
the environment of a sweet liquid, but there is some potential fur its
grow in the sewer line after it has been discarded.
This Awareness indicates that, if the substance were sent to CAC, it
could be used by entities here to their benefit, and this would likely
be appreciated.
This Awareness indicates that a gallon jar for making the tea and coffee
filters for filtering the tea at the end of the week, pouring it into
other containers, appears to be part of the maintenance. The tea is not
to be placed with any metal. Do not stir it with a metal spoon, or put
it in a container that has metal. Plastic or glass are acceptable, but
glass is better. And once the tea is strained and poured off through the
coffee filters, it then can sit in your refrigerator, should be kept
cool and sit in the refrigerator wherein entities drink approximately 6
to 8 ounces daily.
This Awareness indicates that in regard to the restoring of color to the
hair, this normally takes approximately 4 to 6 weeks of drinking the tea
daily.
ED's Note: Please do not write CAC about this mushroom as we do not have
any and do not have the time or space in our schedule to experiment with
it. There is much literature on this substance going around in the form
of chain letters. Some of them say it will only work when someone gives
you a mushroom as a gift, you should not have to pay for it. It is
supposed to have spiritual properties and therefore it should be made
available free to everyone. (We have heard this "logic" many times
before in relation to the Awareness material we put out.) lt sounds good
but it is not at all practical. It takes time and money. Sooner or later
someone might offer you a free mushroom or sample of the tea and you can
then propagate the fungus yourself. However, if this does not occur,
some health food stores do sell the starter. Also, it is available by
mail from Revelco, Inc., 4524 Curry Ford Rd., Suite 530, Orlando,
Florida, 32812. Send them $2.00 for information and how to obtain a
starter kit. (And let CAC know if this stuff is as good as claimed).
MORE ON HOW TO CREATE THE PHILOSOPHER'S STONE
(How Can You Keep the Liquid Warm For a Full Year?)
QUESTION:
We recently published the Philosopher Stone information, and quite a few
of the members are trying the experiment. There's some questions on this
from L.J. in New England. She wants to know: "The Philosopher's
Stone/alchemy; must this be done at full eclipse or will partial do? And
must the urine be passed at the height of the eclipse? And how does this
affect the alchemy?"
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This Awareness indicates that a partial eclipse is sufficient; that it
does not necessarily require it be at the exact height of the eclipse;
it is more of a close proximity that is important. This Awareness
indicates that the alchemy experiment can be started in any year, at the
eclipse of the moon, either in the Spring or in the Fall, and at any
place, regardless of whether it is a full eclipse or a partial eclipse.
QUESTION:
She wants to know: "How can liquid in a sealed container turn to
powder?"
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This Awareness indicates that it has to be maintained at a warm
temperature. It is suggested the temperature be near that of the human
body, however, it appears that 98.6 is somewhat too much. It would
appear that a temperature of approximately 85 degrees would be
sufficient.
As it sits for a year at such temperature, the energies inside the
bottle begin to go through certain cycles. At one point it becomes very
black in color; at another point, oils appear which reflect different
colors of light as they float on the liquid; these in alchemical terms a
red, so-called Eagle's Wings. It is spoken of in alchemical terms as the
Black Eagle, or Black Oil.
This Awareness indicates there is also a time when it appears red and it
is called red oil. At such times the liquid becomes lower in the bottle.
The liquid totally evaporates and leaves the bottle through whatever
occurs so that the elements of hydrogen, oxygen, in its two parts, the
H20, is no longer there as a combined liquid and you end up with certain
powder.
The powder generally turns white at the end of the cycle. This Awareness
indicates that a way by which you may keep the bottle warm as necessary
would be to keep it in a bucket of sand in which the bucket is heated
throughout the year so that the sand always maintains a constant
temperature. This Awareness indicates that if the bottle is hermetically
sealed so as not to leak, the temperature can be higher, such as the
98.6 suggested by the alchemists.
If you cannot seal it properly so that there may be some potential for
leakage of the liquid, then it is best to drop your temperature
somewhat, keeping it close to 80 or 85 degrees. This Awareness indicates
of course, if it is truly hermetically sealed, a temperature of 98.6,
which is below boiling and yet is warm enough to keep the substance
moving and stirring; this would be the more ideal.
By using sand as a carrier for the heat, you can assure an even
temperature of the liquid.
QUESTION:
"Why, is this called "stone" if it's a powder? Books say the
Philosopher's Stone refers to transformation of consciousness only."
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This Awareness indicates It is giving you the information of alchemists.
It is not giving you the information of authors who write about alchemy.
QUESTION:
"What is the prescribed dosage or frequency for rejuvenation? Will it
restore even people with "invariably fatal" conditions to health?"
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This Awareness indicates that if it is done properly, which requires
also a certain mental parallel work, then the entity can be rejuvenated,
even in levels of health. This Awareness indicates that there is a
parallel movement between the entity's psyche and the work in terms of
the Philosopher's Stone. This Awareness indicates that as an entity
progresses with the spiritual growth that occurs within his or her
psyche, the attunement of the vibration to the stone affects the psyche
of the individual. They both complement each other.
This Awareness indicates that it is an art form more than a scientific
form of changing consciousness and matter. The transmutation has as much
a dependency on psychic energies as on chemical energies.
QUESTION:
Once you've got this powder, how do entities administer it? Do they add
it to water, and drink it? What is the prescribed dosage for this?"
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This Awareness indicates that usually, when an alchemist creates the
energy of the Philosopher's Stone, the powder, the entity then begins to
use that powder to create more: this by further addition of further
liquid, and the process serves as a kind of catalyst to move the liquid
more quickly.
At some point it can be done without sealing the liquid so that it
evaporates quickly and dries and the powder turns the new liquid into
more powder. This Awareness indicates that as more and more is created,
an entity can have a large amount, and it only takes small amounts to
serve as the substance to ingest, this being approximately 1/8th or
1/16th of a teaspoon of powder per day or per week, depending on how
quickly the entity wants to make changes.
Changes that are too rapid can be somewhat unpleasant.
Thus, entities need to take the powder slowly and carefully. You cannot
give the powder to someone else; it must be your own alchemical creation
for yourself.
HOW WAS THE PHILOSOPHER'S STONE DISCOVERED?
(An Important Leak Was Taken in 12,000 BC)
QUESTION:
She asks: "Where did the formula for the Philosopher's Stone originate?
How could anyone have known or suspected this or figured it out, or was
it revealed?"
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This Awareness indicates this was used back in ancient Atlantis and in
Egypt. It came about partly by accident in which entities ingested
substances found in the desert, where there had been what appears to
have been a place where a certain entity urinated frequently and at some
point noticed the white powder on the earth without recognizing how it
got there, tasted it and noticed certain things happening to him.
After some time, the entity began to realize what it was and how it
worked. This Awareness indicates this appears to be approximately 12,000
B.C. This Awareness suggests that the entity did not discover at that
time the effects of the powder on metal; only at some much later time
was this aspect of alchemy recognized.
HOW DOES THE ALCHEMY ACCOMPLISH WHAT IT DOES?
QUESTION:
"How does it accomplish what it does?"
COSMIC AWARENESS: (After a long pause)
This Awareness indicates that the question: How does an alchemical
activity accomplish what it does is extremely difficult to put into
words.
Alchemy is the ability to change consciousness, to change forms,
substances and vibrations. This Awareness suggests that in the changing
of vibrations, an entity can say: "How does the vibration change?"
This Awareness indicates that there are many ways to change vibrations.
They either speed up or slow down. It is like asking: "How does life
come to be?" It is not something that can easily be explained in words.
It is an experience. Human tongue is not the proper tool for explaining
the experience of life or how life came to be.
Words are not the proper form or tools for explaining how life came to
be. This Awareness indicates that the changing of frequencies and
vibrations create all manner of results.
The holding of temperature over long periods of time on a fluid that is
vibrating at your own frequency, holding that at a certain temperature
for years throughout an entire solar cycle, changes the frequency to a
higher octave and has an effect on your own frequency.
This Awareness indicates that it can also have an effect on the
frequency of metals that have been placed in its vicinity. It can have
an affect on other things that are vibrating at a frequency so that the
frequencies are changed. This Awareness indicates that as with all
things in life, the frequencies of energies are the key to what they
are, to how they express themselves and to how they are perceived or
valued.
These frequencies also affect events, actions, attitudes, thoughts, and
behavior.
There are many ways in which entities can alter frequencies, change
consciousness, change events, physical relationships, through the
manipulation or altering of frequency.
This Awareness indicates this entire field of changing frequencies is
that which can be called alchemy, and it is an art.
ED's Note: For more on how to make the Philosopher's Stone, please refer
to "Revelations of Awareness" issue number 94-05, The Secret of Alchemy,
$3.00 from CAC. Awareness has suggested that the liquid should be placed
in a glass container, with a rounded bottom, such as a test tube, and
placed in a bucket of sand somehow so the heat is constant, perhaps on a
water heater in the house. We checked this one out and it is easier said
than done. The water heater is set so that the temperature is too hot
and even if wrapped in foil the wax the glass tube is sealed in often
melts and the liquid runs out. Others have suggested a small aquarium,
whereby you somehow rig the test tube so it is immersed in the water of
the fish bowl and the temperature regulated by a common water heater
used in aquariums. We tried that one also, but trying to rig a test tube
so that it will stay in one place and not fall into the water (tank
water would ruin the experiment) isn't easy. That technique was just too
hazardous. We also tried a crock pot, which would work OK except the
minimum temperature is still too hot. I finally hit on something that
really works. Years ago during my hippie stage, I procured a food dryer
which is designed to dry fruits and vegetables at a very low temperature
for long periods of time. This particular dryer is made of wood and has
4 trays with screens on which you lay out the fruit you wish to dry. You
then close the door of the dryer and set it to low heat. With a
thermometer, I discovered you could regulate the heat from as low as 50
degrees to as high as 120. I set it for about 80 degrees and placed the
glass containers on one of the screens in the dryer. It holds the heat
just fine and the electric bill has only increased by about a dollar a
month. I have seen similar food dryers in health food Stores and there
is a small one being hawked on late night TV. If you are interested, as
I was, in trying to keep this experiment going, you may want to check
out the food dryer as a method of creating your Philosopher's Stone.
DO UFO's START FOREST FIRES?
QUESTION:
S.Q., Harrisburg, Virginia, sent in a tabloid article that headlines:
"UFO Sparks Killer Forest Fires in Colorado," one that killed 14 fire-
fighters, so it claims, and that this shocking photo was taken by a
passing motorist who happened to have a camera on the seat next to him,
and during the height of this storm, I guess it is, and sure enough, the
picture looks like a UFO that's sending out lightning in about 20 or 30
different directions down into the forest. The photo could easily be
fake too, but is there anything at all to the theory that UFOs have
started this fire or any others?"
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This Awareness indicates that it appears that UFOs have on occasion
started forest fires, not only this year, but in previous years. Part of
this was to study the reaction and the capacity of humans to respond to
such activities, This Awareness indicates that it appears this
particular action did have a UFO origin as the cause of the fire.
THAT LONG HOT SUMMER OF 1994: WHY SO MANY FOREST FIRES?
(From a CAC General Reading, 9/22/94)
QUESTION:
We received five letters this summer from people in various parts of the
country, including Canada, about the wild-fires. I'm going to read this
one from L.P., in Leavenworth, Washington, which is pretty typical. She
writes: "Awareness was correct about a national emergency being used as
an excuse to move the troops in. First the emergency was invented when a
rather small controllable fire started near Chelan. Our Chelan County
sheriff was stopped by political B.S. from using a helicopter which
would have stopped the blaze in an hour. I think he plans to sue the
government over this. I have a ringside seat for the fireworks at Lake
Wenatche. I have oxygen here, unless the smoke changes to this
direction. The fire is across the lake from us. Then we hear the
government is sending in marines. Since when have the marines fought
fires? It will be several days before the marines show up. It seems they
need a two-day crash course in fighting fires. I'll let you know if they
show up armed. Also, the power lines for all of Seattle cross the
Cascades at Coles Corner (Bonneville Dam). The fire is threatening the
power lines. So far the mail is still coming through, also the shuttle
bus. I believe that a lot of the strategy used by the governor and
others is being done to keep the fires in crisis. These fires will be
allowed to spread so that the government can take over, confiscate our
property, then allow looters to finish it off." And that essentially is
her letter. The other letters also hint of conspiratorial areas in
regard to the various fires that were running rampant, some of which are
still burning as I speak. Does Awareness see anything like that?"
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This Awareness indicates that there are many ways in which the
government can manipulate activities for some unannounced or
unreasonable purposes. It appears that there is some kind of training
activity occurring in which policies or methods are being researched
that will be used for future activities in a more expanded way.
These are small brief situations in which, through these activities,
standards are developed, patterns are noticed, and procedures are
recorded to allow programs to be written which will be used for large-
scale activities in other scenarios, in other places, at other times.
This Awareness indicates just to give an example, if there were to be,
in a future time, an invasion or attack on a great structure, a large
complex, a dry run practice to iron out bugs in a procedure might have
entities attacking a barn or a burnt-out house, and observations being
made from this barn and from the burnt-out house could then be used as
patterns fur dealing with future plans to attack of
the large complex.
This Awareness indicates that with computers it becomes easy to use what
you learn from one small manipulation and to apply it to a larger
manipulation and develop a program for that larger manipulation based on
the procedures and evaluations and program that was observed from the
smaller manipulation.
THE SURVIVORS OF SUICIDES OR THEIR SPOUSES:
WHAT CAN AWARENESS SUGGEST TO THESE ENTITIES?
QUESTION:
Some questions from M.C. in Ontario, Canada. He writes "Awareness, I
have often seen reference to suicide in your readings and how one should
never take one's own life. My question is, in regard to the survivors of
the suicide victim, i.e., wife, parents, siblings, friends, and so
forth. This act of leaving our earth plane can affect so many others
left behind. Do you have any suggestions for the survivors of suicide or
their spouses to help them to cope?"
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This Awareness indicates that perhaps the most difficult part of such an
experience is the feeling of those who remain that they could somehow
have prevented it, if they had known that it was about to occur. Along
with this feeling is that they should have known; that entities tend to
feel responsible for whatever happens that is not under their controls
if they think they could have somehow kept it from happening, or gotten
it under their control.
This Awareness indicates the thing entities often fail to realize is
that you can only control what you understand, even if you can control
that. If you do not understand something, you cannot begin to control it
and sometimes it is not made clear enough for you to understand.
This Awareness indicates that the nature of people is that they tend to
blame themselves for that which they see in hindsight, however, they
need to understand that they have not been trained in school or in any
other areas of life to foretell the future and most entities have not
been trained to look for signs of potential suicide in another.
Even when an entity might speak of, or warn of suicide, people tend to
ignore it. It is an unthinkable act and they do not want to energize it
by giving it much attention. This Awareness indicates that if such a
person then indeed commits suicide, the entity feels even worse because
he or she says' "He even mentioned it, and I did nothing!"
Try To Never Energize Guilt
This Awareness indicates that it is very important for entities to
realize that the action of another in committing suicide, while perhaps
it could have been avoided, is not the fault of anyone other than the
person who did the deed himself or herself. You cannot always know that
your friend, your neighbor, your loved one, your relative, will not
commit suicide, but you cannot know this person will do so and therefore
you cannot be held responsible for the action of another.
This is in reference to moral responsibility. This Awareness indicates
that to energize guilt for someone else's misdeed of this nature only
adds more problems to the total situation, for if you energize guilt
upon yourself, then not only is the one life of the suicide victim a
waste, but it also spills over on your life to help make your life more
wasteful also, by the energizing of guilt.
By energizing guilt, you will not be able to live your life to its
fullest capacity. This Awareness suggests that rather than energizing
guilt, that you dedicate your life to trying to do something in behalf
of the entity who could not cope.
You might, for example, say: "Dear friend, I understand you were
disheartened, discouraged, and did not have the courage to go forth with
your life. I wish I had been able to be of help to you, but I wasn't.
Now I want to dedicate a portion of my life to fulfilling something
worthwhile in your name, and therefore, I give my energies toward this
particular project in dedication to you, in your behalf."
This Awareness indicates that by doing this, you have turned the
negative into something that can be a driving force of energy and
dedication for yourself to achieve something in the name of the other
person, and this makes it an action that benefits both yourself and the
victim of the suicide, and others.
This way you do not end up turning hostility against yourself for not
having realized what was happening until it was too late, or for having
imagined you have committed an act that drove the entity to suicide.
This Awareness indicates, of course, there are always those who happened
by chance to be teasing, or rude, or hurt, or short or ill-tempered,
just before the person committed suicide, perhaps that day, perhaps days
previously, and these entities always feel worse, feeling that perhaps
their remark helped drive the entity into the suicidal act.
This Awareness indicates that of course it did not, or if it did, it was
the choice of the one committing suicide to take it so seriously. This
Awareness indicates you cannot blame yourself if someone takes things
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