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94-17 (Issue No. 443)

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COSMIC AWARENESS is the Force that expressed Itself through Jesus of
Nazareth, the Buddha, Krishna, Mohammed and other great avatars who
served as "Channels" for what is commonly known as "God," and which
expresses Itself once again as the world begins to enter the New Age of
spiritual consciousness and awareness. This information is for those who
desire to help in bringing in the New Age. Throughout the thousands of
"readings" given, Cosmic Awareness tells us not to *believe* anything,
not even Cosmic Awareness, but to question, explore, doubt, and discover
through your *own* channel what the truth really is. Cosmic Awareness
will only "indicate" and "suggest."

Neither CAC or the Interpreter is responsible for anything Cosmic
Awareness states in any of these readings, nor does CAC or the
Interpreter necessarily agree with the statements of Cosmic Awareness.
The Interpreter interprets the energies as they are seen in trance
levels and is not personally responsible for what is said. The
Interpreter has no connection with, nor control over the editorial
comments, either, which are entirely the responsibility of the editor.

Paul Shockley, Interpreter
Avaton, C.A.C Editor
Vikki T., Office Manager
Alex, OCR'er and NetPoster

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IN THIS ISSUE:

THE REAL PURPOSE OF YOUR MISSION AND CYCLE
OUR PLANET: A NEW BEING OF LIGHT ENERGY
The Network Of Light Visualization
For All Us Humans, One Upsmanship On The Angels...
The Real Truth About "The Fall Of Man"
Why It's Okay To Have That Individuality
The Story Of Rhyee And Isis
The "Original Sin": The Separation From God
The Angels Cannot Be Individuals
Reconciling Good And Evil, The Yes And No
The Secret Of Working Miracles In Your Life
Your Real Purpose In Life
Why Did Jesus Curse The Fig Tree?
More On Jesus Being A Composite
How Jesus Got His Name
"The Lord" Was A Space Ship Commander Moses Spoke With
Why Jesus Took Up The Whip
The Value Of Balance In Life And Relationships
Making Those Miracles Come To Pass


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OUR PLANET: A NEW BEING OF LIGHT ENERGY

COSMIC AWARENESS OPENING MESSAGE:

This Awareness wishes at this time to send healing energies to all
entities connected with this Awareness and the movement and associations
through which this Awareness functions: the Aquarian Church, Cosmic
Awareness Communications, and those who have, in one way or another, at
one time or another, been touched by this Awareness, directly, or
through associations with those who have been directly touched by this
Awareness.

This Awareness indicates that It wishes at this time to send energy
through this network of individuals who are connected by Aka-cords, by
an awareness of this Awareness, who are touched, or who have been
touched by this Awareness, those who are present, those who have
previously been subscribers to these messages, those who have at one
time or another participated in reading or witnessing readings by this
Awareness.

This Awareness indicates that It now wishes to gather energy to further
send through this network even more energies touching these entities.
This Awareness asks those present to search their minds, their memories,
for individuals, for names, present and past who have in some way been
touched, who have in some way been connected with or associated directly
or indirectly with this Awareness or Its messages; that in focusing on
these names, even briefly, this enhances this network, this flow, this
current, so that the energies this Awareness pours forth into this
movement will be strengthened.

This Awareness indicates that this energy that is now being poured forth
into these entities is that which shall serve as healing energies on all
levels -- spiritual, physical, economic, relationship, career, family --
and that this energy also can be passed on by these entities to help
those whom they touch.

In this way, this energy is like a purifying energy that is reaching
forth through multitudes, touching them, and their loved ones. This
Awareness indicates that in turn, their loved ones may still move the
energy further, to reach out, touching still others.

This Awareness suggests that you visualize this energy moving across
this nation into other countries, touching individuals, and from those
individuals, reaching out as fingers of light, touching still others,
from hence more fingers of light spring forth to touch still others.


The Network of Light Visualization

This Awareness indicates that in visualizing this, you begin to see a
network of light spreading across the face of the earth. This Awareness
indicates that even as this energy is spread, emanating from this
moment, from this source, from this time, you will recognize also that
there are other lights, coming from various places also emanating from
this Awareness to other channels through other channels, through other
methods, through other individuals and groups and these lights commingle
with the light that is now being sent as healing energy, this creating a
criss-cross of energy, like a fabric of cloth, a cloth made of light, a
blanket covering the earth, glowing light, of woven energy; this energy
having a healing nature, bringing blessings to all who are touched by
it, to all who even are remotely close to it.

This Awareness indicates that you see this blanket of light covering the
earth, raising the frequency and vibration of the earth so that it
begins to vibrate and pulsate to a new frequency, a new light. You see
this as such that those areas of darkness can no longer hold their old
frequencies, where the frequencies and the pulsations are influenced by
the frequencies of light and puisations of light.

This Awareness suggests that you now visualize that within every atom
throughout this globe, throughout the atmosphere surrounding this globe
called Earth, that every atom, every molecule, every area of space,
every inch of space within the earth and surrounding the earth, now has
added light. This added energy of light is that which fills every atom
and these atoms, connected to one another with new lights add greater
light to every molecule, and every molecule to every particle of matter
or gas, every substance, every substance being filled with greater
light.

This Awareness indicates you now see this earth and all of its substance
as being modified into that of a light planet, a planet in which there
is increased light throughout every molecule, every atom that is
anywhere remotely connected with the planet or its atmosphere, and all
of the inhabitants thereon.

This Awareness indicates that you see this light as that which now is
fixed, everywhere present, and it cannot retreat, cannot be moved away
because it is everywhere equal and there is no place for it to go, other
than to flow into those areas of the atoms in which there might be a
vacancy of light, and as it fills those last dark vacancy atoms, they
too light up.

This Awareness indicates that all entities on this planet now have
absorbed a little greater light than was previously known. All things
have absorbed more light. All atmosphere is filled with greater light.
The planet itself is composed of more light, and this light energy is
also life energy, and this life energy as that which brings forth
greater vitality, greater happiness to all beings thereon.

This Awareness indicates that this light as that which is now being
sealed upon this planet. This light as that which in being sealed will
not be removed, but will remain steadfast with this planet, becoming a
natural part of the planet's new evolution. This Awareness suggests
entities begin to think of the earth as a planet of light, a transformed
being, a New Being, a New Being of Light Energy.

This Awareness indicates that where this earth was once seen as mud, as
filled with darkness, debris, pollution, garbage, this Awareness
suggests now that you see this earth as being a glowing beautiful
paradise. You see it as a spiritual home for many. You see this glowing
ball of light floating in space as that which gives comfort and healing
to many who come within its presence, to all who come near.

This Awareness suggests that the healing as having been completed. The
energies as that which shall continue to grow and evolve within this
planet, as the image fixes itself in terms of reality. This Awareness
suggests that the questions may begin.

FOLLOW-UP QUESTION:

In this healing technique just given, is this one that entities can use
by themselves after tonight also?

COSMIC AWARENESS:

This Awareness indicates that this is in the affirmative that the
visualization as that which will be enhanced each time entities read the
information as given, or each time entities follow the concepts as
suggested through the healing actions; that it is a matter of intention
and visualization that brings about the clarity and manifestation of the
image. This Awareness indicates that entities may either read the
material aloud, in silence, or may record the information and play it
back, or may use the recording presently being made, or they may wish to
make their own recording of this message, using their own voice. In any
case, it will be beneficial in manifesting the healing.



For All Us Humans, One Upsmanship on The Angels...

THE REAL TRUTH ABOUT "THE FALL OF MAN"
(And Why It's Okay to Have That Individuality)

QUESTION:

A question from S.H. It's a rather long statement: "I have a question
which may be of general interest. In my attempts to synthesize the
teachings I've encountered so far in theology, philosophy, psychology
and metaphysics, I'm having trouble reconciling what seems to be a basic
discrepancy concerning the rationale for our earthly lives and our goal
as spiritual beings. On the one hand is the "Original Sin" premise,
where we are experiencing a kind of punishment, whether of our own or of
God's devising, like beings on probation, or doing time for having
transgressed by turning our backs on or believing we are separate from
God. To redeem ourselves we must learn, be disparaging of our lower
selves, transcend the ego and all of its involvements, and ultimately
renounce any unique self-identity. The goal is presented as a melding
with or immersion in God as a kind of blissful state of oblivion, a
return to the void with no retention of individuality, undifferentiated
reunion with our Source. On the other hand is what I call the "Spark of
Life" premise, where earthly life is viewed as a kind of kindergarten
state in the development of the individualized soul consciousness. The
lessons involve increased awareness of our divine origin with a
concomitant gain in our ability to constructively co-create. The goal
from this perspective is the ever-increasing awareness of All That Is
and creative fulfillment at a god level of consciousness, but with
retention of a unique focus or point of view within that awareness. We
continue to manifest God individualized somewhat like the fiery sparks
in a diamond or precious opal. What it comes down to is a view of
ourselves as "bad" or naughty children who blew what we once had and now
must regain, or as beloved though immature ones who are in the process
of unfolding. Are we to love life in all its forms, including this one,
or overcome it? Are we to be self-effacing or self-glorifying? The
question may seem simplistic, but the answer has so many ramifications
in our making of decisions and choices in daily matters. I am a clinical
social worker and encourage attitudes and feelings of self-worth as a
primary objective in my counseling, and it's disconcerting to vacillate
at different times concerning the basis for worthiness."

COSMIC AWARENESS:

This Awareness wishes to clarify the question before proceeding to the
response.

This Awareness suggests that this entity is concerned as to whether or
not the role of humanity is that of moving from a high state, having
fallen into disgrace, and seeking to regain the grace that once was
lost, or whether humanity is evolving from some lowly state in an upward
direction, hoping to gain some greater understanding which never has
been experienced previously to begin with.

This Awareness indicates it is a question of whether the entities
composing humanity are represented by the theory of evolution having
evolved from lower life forms on the journey upward, seeking to develop
a higher soul stuff, or whether the entities were higher soul stuff, and
through disobedience, or error were cast out, fell into disgrace and are
now trying to work themselves back into favor of the Divine Forces.

This Awareness indicates that in order to respond to this, you must
reflect on the many messages this Awareness has given previously and
also many of the classic messages from metaphysical and religious
sources which essentially tell much the same story. This Awareness
suggests for example, the Prodigal Son, the entity going away from the
Father, wallowing in sin and then finally having enough and returning to
the Father. This Awareness indicates this essentially is a more basic
story of the Fall of Man, mankind, falling into disgrace and then
seeking to return, and regain the favor of the Divine Father.

This Awareness has given the story of Rhyee moving out in consciousness
as the masculine principle, leaving behind Isis, the feminine principle.
This is in reference to that which is the polarization of energies that
are part of natural physics or natural law, and this has been given in
the Edgar Cayce readings in a discussion pertaining to mankind's
previous existence before coming into physical form, in which mankind
was said to have played with the forces of creation and to have thrown
them out of balance, causing them to react in such a manner as to create
gross matter.

This Awareness indicates that the playing with the forces as that which
is represented by the force of Rhyee or the principle known as the
masculine force, the radiant energies, and also known as the positive
polarity, being pushed toward an extreme to throw things out of balance,
causing an equal and opposite reaction on the Isis, negative, or
feminine polarity, so that the extremes of imbalance of polarizations
that were set up or set in motion through the playing with these
polarities causing matter and spirit to move into extreme oppositions in
such a manner that what was once dream state became materialized on the
one hand and spiritualized on the other hand, so that matter and spirit
became two different realms, rather than one balanced dream state in the
universe.

What once was a combination of mind and matter in such harmony that mind
and matter were equally bound to each other by playing with polarities,
led to the imbalances creating materialization on the one hand, and the
spiritual or antimatter on the other hand. This Awareness indicates that
man, which in Sanskrit is the same word for mind, moved into matter,
where mind entered into matter as mankind, the material body, or
embodiment of mind as mankind may be thought of as a fall in
consciousness, a fall from grace.

These are simply ways of telling the story.

Actually it was a movement of physics. The merging of mind and matter,
the flux of mind and matter became separated into a duality of positive
and negative realms, spiritual and material realms, and caused the
appearance of a separation when mind took on physical embodiment, and
thus, the physical embodiment of mankind as that which is called the
Fall of Man, the loss or separation from God.

In reality it is nothing more than an imbalance brought on by
polarization.

This Awareness has suggested that entities reconcile the yes and no, the
plus and minus, the positive and negative, for in reconciling these,
entities will find that the material and the spiritual begin to merge,
and in so merging, become one.

This Awareness indicates that likewise, in the story of the Fall of Man,
or the Fall of Mind, it has been said that the very act of separation is
that which brings about the concept of self, the development of ego. It
is a futile pursuit for entities to seek to be equal to the Divine, and
thus, Lucifer, who sought to be more beautiful and more appealing than
the Divine, claiming to be the reflection of the Divine, is a
representation of the ego, where the Divine Force being present, in
reflecting upon itself as that which by its very action of reflection
creates a duality, and that reflection is less than the original, and
therefore the reflection may be symbolized as Lucifer, but that
reflection, in glorifying itself as a symbol of the Divine, is in
reality a counterfeit.


The Story of Rhyee and Isis

Therefore, the counterfeit, symbolized as Lucifer or Rhyee, the male
force, is not equal to the Divine which is the whole, which is the
complete male/female principle of creation. It is rather, a composite.
The Divine is a composite of both the female and male energies of the
Universe, and by the Divine moving toward a reflection, allowing a
reflection to take place, and that reflection seeing itself as being of
great importance and separating from the Divine as was said to occur
with Lucifer and Rhyee, the action left instead a separation of the
female principle, or that known as Isis, and the totality could not
exist in totality until that Luciferian reflection rejoins with the Isis
and together, with the original Divine Principle.

This Awareness indicates therefore, the ego, or Lucifer aspect of
consciousness falling from grace or balance and harmony as whole, or
holy, as that which became a separation or the illusion of a separation
and was called a male principle, Rhyee or Lucifer as compared to the
remaining force which was labeled as Isis or the female principle, the
principle which waits for the return of Rhyee or Lucifer, the principle
which waits for the return of that part which separated, but in that


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separation it was not satisfied to separate just once, and in the myth
of the Egyptians, for example, it was symbolized as Osirus who was
chopped into little tiny bits and Isis sought to bring back those parts,
to reassemble those little parts.


The "Original Sin": The Separation From God

This Awareness indicates that the symbolism of this, the meaning of this
is that Rhyee separates once, separates again, and there are two
masculine principles, these two separate and there are four, then there
are eight, then there are sixteen, etc., each separating and separating
and separating until there are countless numbers, each seeing itself as
God, each seeing itself as Lucifer, the brightest and greatest of all,
and thus you have individuality.

This Awareness indicates that this is referred to as the original sin,
the separation from God; the separation from God being that sin or
error.

This Awareness indicates that in the separation and in the quest of the
ego to prove itself as being great and glorious, certain things begin to
happen, like the Prodigal Son, but instead of one Prodigal Son you have
countless numbers of Prodigal Sons out there, some embodied as women,
some as men, some as children, some as beasts of the fields, some as
insects and birds each putting forth their efforts to accomplish
something meaningful in their lives, to prove themselves worthy and
great, and these entities see themselves as the most important of all
things to themselves and this is the ego. This is the Lucifer quality of
each of these individuals it is that which is developing the
individuality.

This Awareness has indicated that when you discover yourself for what
you are, as a separation, as an ego, as being apart from the Divine,
that you not judge yourself, for in such judgment you hurl yourself even
further away in isolation; that you not judge each other, for in such
judgment you separate yourself further from others, but rather that you
love yourself and love others, and in so doing, you begin to reconcile
the differences. You begin to see your individuality as being that which
is alright, and your individuality is that which begins to take a form
that does not have great significance, but has substance, and in this
movement of recognizing the Divine, recognizing that your return to the
Divine, your surrender to the Divine does not mean giving up your
individuality, does not even mean giving up the separateness, but means
only recognizing that the separateness was an illusion to begin with and
that you were never separate from the deity, you were never separate
from the Divine, but in so doing, in the surrender of self back to the
Divine, you discover that there is something that remains intact in
regard to your individuality, even when returning to the Divine.

This Awareness indicates it is like the concept of one who begins as a
drop of water in the ocean, but in developing individuality, becomes
like a jellyfish and still remaining in the ocean, still being clear,
still has some sense of individuality, even in the union with the ocean.
This Awareness indicates that you will return eventually. All will
return eventually to union with the Divine, but all will also retain
that sense of individuality that has been developed because of the
separateness that occurred.


The Angels Cannot Be Individuals

This Awareness indicates that those who did not first separate, those
who always were part of the Divine, those angels, those Heavenly Hosts,
will not have the advantage of being individualized. They will be
reflections of the Divine, but they will not be individuals, as has
occurred with those who have fallen from Grace and have returned, for
during this illusion which appeared to be the separation, a
transformation takes place from all of the suffering that has occurred,
and that suffering and that transformation cannot be removed. It is deep
in the memory and creates the individuality that remains as a permanent
part of an entity's self, even when the entity surrenders that self to
the Divine.

It is much like in surrendering the self to the Divine, the entity
having created a soul, returns the soul to the Divine. This Awareness
indicates that an entity who goes forth into a dream, and in that dream
suffers great agony, suffers great effort and struggle, and experiences
many great joys and losses and then suddenly finds himself awakening
from the dream, that entity will be changed by the dream, will not be
the same entity as he or she was before having the dream.

This Awareness indicates that so it is -- entities who have not fallen
from grace will still be the same. Entities who have fallen from grace,
who have pursued the illusion of separation, will have developed an
individuality from all of the suffering that has occurred, and will,
upon returning to the grace of the Divine, have a greater appreciation
for the Divine than those who never left, will have a deeper
understanding, a greater experience and memory to draw upon. In this
way, as this Awareness has indicated previously, mankind will be above
the angels in those higher realms, and the angels will look up to
mankind for those experiences which he or she have endured in the
physical embodiment.

This Awareness indicates that as consciousness begins to rise towards
the spiritual, the polarities that were brought on by the extremes will
begin to be reconciled, and in that reconciliation, mind will have
greater power over matter, and miracles will begin to occur again.

This Awareness indicates that it is for this reason that the Dark Forces
attempt, and will continue to attempt, to keep polarization to the
extreme, to create hatred where possible, to create fear where possible,
to create pain and suffering where possible, to cause entities to turn
against one another where possible, for if these polarities of emotion,
of concept, of religion, of fear and pain; if these can be increased or
enhanced, then the extremes of polarities will keep spirit and matter
greatly separated and there are those forces which can control energies
when locked in matter.



Reconciling Good And Evil, The Yes and No

It is for those who are aware to reconcile the yes and no, to reconcile
the extremes, to bring into the middle of the teeter-totter, to stand
not on the ends but in the middle and to bring about that mid-point
balance, reconciling as much as possible, the extremes, where possible.

This Awareness indicates that, obviously, if there was that which is
like a lever in which the teeter-totter is not balanced equally on its
fulcrum, one end is longer than the other, and great weight overwhelms
one end of the teeter-totter and there is no way that the weight of the
other end can balance, then of course an entity may need to create an
opposite polarization to equal the force that is overwhelming in its
control.

This is why it may become necessary, for example, that a totalitarian
regime must be confronted by some force that rises up to equal in an
opposite direction to that totalitarian regime; thus, you move the
teeter-totter from being elongated in one direction and short in the
other, so that both sides are equal, and then you begin to work your way
slowly through reconciliation and negotiation toward a meeting ground in
the middle.

This Awareness indicates there are many who have made the mistake of
compromising with that which was already extreme and out of balance.
Thus, if one is cruel and evil and you compromise by becoming halfway
cruel and evil, you are not reconciling, for you must first create the
equal and opposite. You must created the super-good and super-merciful
to reflect against that which represents itself as super-evil and super-
cruel.

Then, from that proper balance, you may begin to move slowly, gradually
toward the center so that each becomes not so cruel, perhaps not so
good, not so merciful, not so evil, pretty good, kind of bad, alright,
well, not too nice, and then reconcile in the middle as two entities in
one who are what they are. This Awareness indicates that in this way,
entities can reconcile these extremes by working toward something that
is better than what was before, and as entities begin to recognize their
own weaknesses, their own fallaciousness, their own illnesses, and see
an ideal, they may then begin to work even towards a reconciliation
between the ideal and what they are.



The Secret of Working Miracles in Your Life

This Awareness wishes entities to understand that if you wish to effect
miracles in your life, you must first learn to reconcile extremes in
your values, in your personality, in your emotions, in your concepts,
and in your way of looking at things.

You must move your mind from the belief in material reality to that
which is reconciled between the realization of spiritual realities and
material realities, at a point halfway between where mind and matter
meet as one, and where you realize that it is neither right nor wrong,
it is alright, it is acceptable for you to have what you seek to
manifest; that it is not just for yourself, but for others also,
reconciling between self and others, reconciling between right and
wrong, for you to have something; reconciling between spirit and matter,
where mind and matter meet as one continuing to reconcile any polarities
that you may hold in terms of concepts, in terms of emotions, and as you
continue to reconcile in this manner, all those polarized aspects of
your psyche, you will gradually find that you can have what you wish to
manifest, but if there is an aspect of your psyche that says, "It is
wrong for me to have this," or if there is an aspect of your psyche that
says, "I want this, and I don't want anyone else to benefit from my
action," in other words, if there is a polarity in your thinking, "Me
but not him, or him," or "I do not deserve this," of "He does not
deserve this," -- any types of polarity, whatever they might be -- will
prevent the manifestation from occurring.

The manifestation must provide benefits for all involved, where there is
no guilt, there is no denial of yourself or others, there is no desire
for aggrandizement and praise for your manifestation, you do not do this
for the glory that it brings you, for that would be a polarization of
ego and self. You may do it for the glory of God, or you may do it for
the glory of humanity.


Your Real Purpose in Life

This Awareness indicates as long as there is no polarization, the images
held can be manifested, as long as mind and matter are one. This
Awareness indicates that in your evolution, in your search for purpose
and meaning in life, your purpose is to discover that you separated from
oneness from the Divine, you took on the ego, the Lucifer, the Rhyee,
you took this on to experience separateness. In your experiencing of
separateness, you are developing individuality.

It is important to continue developing that individuality to your
satisfaction. Once you are satisfied, you will then automatically begin
your return to the Divine, bringing all that you have developed as a
gift to the Divine, giving yourself entirely to the Divine, and in so
doing, in so surrendering self, you merge with the Divine, you reconcile
the Lucifer with the Deity, the Creative Godhead and become one with
God, and thus, you have completed your mission and cycle.

This Awareness indicates that this essentially is the trip.

You can speed it up by knowing where it goes, or you can savor it,
enjoying the various moments along the way, taking your time, smelling
the flowers, basking in the sunlight, enjoying the ego, and
individuality of being important when you can, suffering the
significance of humiliation of when it occurs, seeking to overcome
weaknesses, seeking to gain greater strength -- all of this is part of
the journey.

You can prolong it or you can cut it short by surrendering to the Divine
immediately all that you have gained yourself, and turning yourself
entirely over to the Divine.

This Awareness cautions entities who have not yet developed their ego
self, their individuality, that if they surrender too soon, they may not
be satisfied and may wish to return and finish or to develop more
individuality. This too is permissible. You may surrender all that you
are to the Divine and realize that you really didn't bring much because
you hadn't really developed much individuality, and you may wish to
develop more individuality, and if so, you may then choose to go out
again and again, each time returning with greater awareness of self, and
a greater decision of giving up the self to the Divine.

This Awareness indicates it doesn't really matter if entities know where
they are going, because the path is set and entities generally will
follow the path. There are, of course, benefits in being able to
recognize the path so that they do not wander off the path too far,
becoming lost and confused, but for their own sake they need not suffer
so much if they have some idea of where the path leads so that they can
stay on the path and follow the path.

This Awareness indicates that even being lost and off course is part of
the development of individuality. This Awareness suggests that this, of
course, leads to greater suffering and greater confusion, but it does
have the advantage of speeding up the development of the individuality.

This Awareness suggests that if there are any questions relating to
this, that these may be asked now.


WHY DID JESUS CURSE THE FIG TREE?
(More on Jesus Being a Composite)

QUESTION:

Understanding that the stories of the Bible are not to be taken as
historical fact, our question is: What was the point, meaning or reason
for the story where Jesus left the temple after overturning the tables
of the moneychangers, why did he curse the fig tree?

COSMIC AWARENESS:

This Awareness indicates that the stories of the Bible in some cases are
historical in other cases are symbolic. This Awareness indicates that in
the depiction of this action, the story as that which related to the
historical entity... This Awareness wishes to back up and clarify here;
that the entity in the New Testament known as Jesus was a composite of
many different entities. Some of the stories attributed to Jesus are
taken from other religious writings, many from writings of earlier times
and these are historically on record from other writings prior to the
time in which Jesus was alleged to have done these things.


How Jesus Got His Name

In some cases, the stories were in other religious literature, in
several different cultures, under several different names. This
Awareness indicates that in the time of Rome when the New Testament was
being assembled in order to create a Roman religion officially
acceptable to Rome, under Constantine's direction, these stories being
compiled from different sources and attributed to Jesus included some
stories that were true.

This Awareness indicates you will recall that this Awareness had
indicated the original name that was generally agreed upon for the
entity around whom these stories would be officially associated with was
to have been Zeus. This was before certain elements of the group
objected vehemently because Zeus was a Greek god and they did not want
Romans to have a Greek god. It was only after this that they selected
the name Jesus.

The name Jesus was a common name of the time. This Awareness indicates
that it was a name that did not have any gender. It was neither male nor
female. It was neuter. Its name was: "Neither He Nor She." This
Awareness indicates that prior to the selection of this name, there were
different factions in Rome, including the Jains, Gnostics, those of the
Helios group, the Krishna groups, and various groups from India,
including Sikhs and other religious factions from various foreign
countries, and these entities all wanted to have their influence in the
new Roman religion being assembled.

One of the groups included was that which was represented by the Essene
group who were followers of an entity named Jesus of Nazareth; the
entity as one who had, in fact, historically entered into the temple at
one time and who had in fact driven out the moneychangers; this being a
radical action. In this sense the story was historical as part of this
entity's activity.

This Awareness indicates that many of the other parts of the stories in
the New Testament will be found in other religions dating previous to
this times. This Awareness indicates that the action of driving out the
moneychangers was an action of challenging the Jews -- the priests of
the time -- for their desecration of the temples, and this entity
essentially was challenging the entire Hebrew religion up to that time
even though he said: "I come not to change the law, but to fulfill the
law." The entity was, in fact, reinterpreting the Old Testament law, for
the Hebrews of the time, the priests, were expecting the Messiah to
return and they were expecting a Messiah of great power, and the entity
Jesus saw mercy as being more important than great power.


"The Lord" Was a Space Ship Commander Moses Spoke With

This Awareness indicates that these Hebrew priests were waiting for the
god of Moses to return. The god of Moses was what you would presently
call an alien: one who was the commander of a space ship, and the word
"Lord" was much like your present word "commander," Thus, when Moses
spoke with the Lord, he was speaking with the commander of a space ship,
and often, when describing the Lord, was describing his space ship, and
thus, when telling people not to touch the Lord or they would surely
die, he was referring to the radiation that would come from the space
ship if anyone got too close.

The Hebrews were waiting for this power of this Lord or "Commander" to
return to claim his own. This Awareness indicates that this information
has been given previously by this Awareness through this Interpreter,
but the entity Jesus as one who, knowing the legend and knowing the
beliefs of the Hebrews and having received much training of a higher
order, of a higher and more spiritual teaching, while having traveled in
India and Tibet and Syria, this entity Jesus recognized that these
Hebrews were waiting for a materialistic power, an alien force, when in
actuality, what they needed was a spiritual awakening that was not
simply representative of the Hebrews, but for all people, regardless of
their nationality.

And so, he made his entrance into Jerusalem claiming to be the Messiah,
not returning in a fiery chariot of a space ship, but riding on a
donkey.

This Awareness indicates that this entity entered and made a mockery of
the expectations of the Hebrew priests. The entity in mocking their
religion, not intentionally to mock, but to go to all of those sacred
places as a Messiah, those sacred places which were held sacred by the
Hebrew, by the priests; having gone to those sacred places, the entity
was conducting a ritual to superimpose a new religion over the top of
the old false religion of the Hebrews, and in so doing, caused them
great embarrassment.

It would be as if someone today, representing the New Age consciousness
were to go around to all of the Christian sacred places and perform
certain rituals that were representative of what Christians were
expecting in regard to the return of Christ.

For example if one were to go through a mockery of the crucifixion on
Golgotha or if one were to go through the various actions as described
in the New Testament and attributed to Jesus, but representing
themselves as a New Age person and claiming themselves to be the
returning Christ, it would be an affront to those present day
Christians.


Why Jesus Took Up the Whip

Thus, this entity created wrath among the Hebrew priests toward himself,


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but at the same time was diffusing the power of those religious points,
those sacred shrines, those sacred places where Jehovah, the Lord of the
spacecraft had previously set down and had previously left his mark in
religious history and legend.

This Awareness indicates that therefore, Jesus, in entering the temple
was conducting what might be termed, the final blow to their religion,
showing them what he really thought of their money-changing tactics in
terms of using the temple for this action in which they took money in
exchange for temple money which would then be used for certain payments
to the priests for various purposes.

This Awareness indicates that in this manner, Jesus, in showing his
wrath towards these entities and taking on the whip, was making a social
statement as well as a religious and zealot type of action based on his
personal beliefs as to the wrong-doing of these priests, and when this
entity left the temple, it was not that the entity cursed the fig tree,
but rather that the entity used the fig tree to unload the accumulation
of his anger.

This Awareness reminds you that some time back this Awareness suggested
that entities who are in a negative mood give those negative energies to
plants for they will use them in a positive way for their own growth. If
you are angry, go hug a tree. The tree will accept that anger from you,
and will grow with that energy. Likewise, this is what was meant in
saying that Jesus cursed the fig tree.

This Awareness indicates that in this instance, it was referring to the
entity known as Jesus the Essene or the Nazarene; that this was all part
of the entity's carrying out of a scenario in the sense of a passion
play being enacted upon the streets of Jerusalem for a particular
purpose, to change consciousness.


FOLLOW-UP QUESTION:

Didn't legend have it that the fig tree either died or never again bore
fruit? Was this something they added on later to the story?

COSMIC AWARENESS:

This Awareness indicates that this as in the affirmative. This Awareness
indicates that the actuality behind this is that this story also was
part of a previous legend from other cultures; that it was part of the
passion play being enacted by Jesus, and that in so doing in carrying
out this action, the fig tree was simply a player or prop in the passion
play.

This Awareness indicates that the part that was historically accurate
was in reference to the temple and the moneychangers, the riding of the
donkey on that which later became known as Palm Sunday, and the other
actions which took place as part of a pre-planned event by Jesus to
carry out this particular passion play on the streets of Jerusalem; this
having been a script that was available in other cultures as part of
other religious teachings.



THE VALUE OF BALANCE IN LIFE AND RELATIONSHIPS
(Making Those Miracles Come to Pass)

QUESTION:

Does Awareness have a closing message?

COSMIC AWARENESS:

This Awareness indicates that the extremes which entities commonly
endure and experience in their daily lives should be examined carefully
to see if the reaction one holds toward these extremes is justified, or
if the entity can some way move into a more centralized and balanced and
harmonious position, between that extreme and its opposite, so that
there is an attitude of harmony and balance.

In other words, if entities look at those extremes which they feel they
cannot deal with, they should look to see if there is an opposite which
exists either within their own psyche, perhaps as a kind of ideal that
they wish to see as opposed to the reality which they cannot tolerate,
and then, if so, they may look to see if there is some place in between
that is more realistic for them to seek, compromising the ideal with the
reality in a way that reconciles both and gives themselves more peace.

For example, an entity who cannot stand to have anything out of place in
a room, who lives with someone who cannot keep up with the demands and
is constantly leaving things out of place so that one entity has the
ideal of a perfectly kept room and the other has the ideal of a
comfortable room where he or she can kick her shoes off and let them
fall where they will -- is there a way to compromise so that not only is
the room fairly comfortable for both, but their relationship can be
reconciled to a more comfortable zone?

Many entities would rather sacrifice their relationship with someone,
making extreme demands on the other than to sacrifice their ideal of
some territorial image or wish. It is important for entities to realize
that even though you might be able to control another to meet your
perfect design, it does not necessarily mean that the other is happy
with you, even if obedient toward you, and you must realize that a
relationship requires both parties being comfortable with each other if
it is to function properly.

Thus, entities must learn to reconcile their differences and in some
cases, if one entity is too demanding over another, and the one entity
who is highly demanding has selected someone who is highly compromising,
it may allow the relationship to exist for some time because the one is
always ready to give in and the other one is always ready to demand of
the other, but this cannot last forever, and eventually, the one who is
constantly giving in will begin to feel some kind of hostility at always
being the one who surrenders.

It may become necessary at some point that the one who would normally
surrender will have to take a stand and force a compromise from the
other in order for this relationship to move into a real balance in
which both parties have their own individual growth from the
relationship, for growth requires that each party become responsible to
each other and to themselves, and if one is constantly giving oneself to
the will of another, that entity is not growing properly, nor is the
other growing properly.

Therefore, entities, in learning to relate, may find it necessary to
create polarities once in awhile in order to take a stand against
something that is unjust or imbalanced, because you cannot create
balance if both entities are standing on the same side of the teeter-
totter, or if one is standing in the middle and the other is standing on
the far right or far left end of the teeter-totter. The only way balance
can occur is if both parties stand equally from the center.

Therefore, one may need to step out toward the end or edge of the
teeter-totter in opposition to the other who would create a heavy weight
for his or her position, and you may need to walk out on that teeter-
totter to bring your weight to bear in opposition. From there it may
become possible for reconciliation to occur as you both compromise here
and there, slightly moving inward toward the center.

This Awareness indicates that with this understanding, not only can you
reconcile differences, oppositions, and polarities within yourself so
that you may effect miracles and benefits in terms of your own life, but
you may also see that this can help you to reconcile differences between
relationships with others, individuals or groups, so that as these
individuals or groups move in to harmonious balance, business can occur,
relationships can occur, marriage can occur, contracts can occur,
agreements can occur, negotiations can occur, and entities can find
cooperation with one another instead of opposition always being present
in the relationship.

This Awareness indicates that this as that which can be applied to many
levels of one's life, to many relationships -- close, intimate, business
career, casual -- or in regard to concepts and ideas. As entities begin
to reconcile polarities they will note that their entire lives take on a
new sense of harmony in those areas of reconciliation.

This Awareness reminds you however, that you cannot reconcile
differences if there are no differences to reconcile, thus, if you side
with those who are carrying on mischief, then you must wait for someone
who will oppose you, and then hope for reconciliation, but if you find
yourself on the side of someone who is involved in mischief and you do
not like being where you are, you must then move to the other side of
the teeter-totter and oppose the entity, and then from there, move
toward reconciliation with the entity.

Ed's Note: For more on Jehovah, the following topics are followed by a
number
such as 901109, meaning issue 90-11, page 09. (The entire index is
available at the ftp site described at the end of this document.)

Adam and Eve - cloned by Jehovah / 791804
Clones of Jehovah - harvesting them / 891513
Conceive (What did Jehovah do to Sarah to make her?) / 841012
Human and animal sacrifices fed the Jehovahs while they set up bases on
earth / 792704
Jehovah (Lord) - a tribe and not a single entity / 791804
Jehovah - a god of power and money / 792509
Jehovah a space cannibal - the 'Rapture' Hebrews expected was an
invitation to dinner / 792706
Jehovah - and fear / 783504
Jehovah and Yahweh - will they battle it out here on planet Earth?
 / 901115
Jehovah - basically a money god / 782902
Jehovah - cloning Adam and Eve / 783505
Jehovah cloning Adam and Eve - not the first to create a race of beings
 / 792506
Jehovah Complex - and energies promoted / 781403
Jehovah energies (The influence of the) / 851505
Jehovah entities - working with Russia today / 792510
Jehovah Forces (The) / 861305
Jehovah/Jehovah's Witness sect - any connection? / 891513
Jehovah on a rehabilitation program / 800910
Jehovah planned to return and harvest his people / 792506
Jehovah - represented concepts of the Arien  Age, a warlike time / 812603
Jehovah/Rhyee/Lucifer - their connections / 783511
Jehovah, The God of Abraham - not of creation / 881606
Jehovah - where does he fit in? / 911419
Jehovah's Witness Cult - real meaning of the 144,000 / 821210
Jehovah's Witness - is this the only true religion? / 891512
Jesus and Jehovah - their links / 782902
Jesus came to earth to thwart the program of Jehovah / 792506
Jesus comes to alter Jehovah's plan to harvest the Jews / 881606
Jesus - fulfilling Jehovah's promise of returning to his people / 791804
Jesus - not the son of Jehovah - but offspring of the Elohim / 792516
Last Supper (The) - transmuting the grisly mischief of Jehovah / 792701
Monuments on Mars - Jehovah marked his territories / 900711
Ritual transmutes barbaric practice of Jehovah  blood sacrifice / 792703
Yahweh - leader of the group called Jehovah / 792506

For more on Jesus, the following topics are followed by a number
such as 901109, meaning issue 90-11, page 09. (The entire index
is available at the ftp site described at the end of this document.)

Adultery as lust from the heart - the meaning of Jesus' statement
 / 861605
America's Jesus - did a red-headed entity walk here before the time of
Jesus? / 861109
Apollonius of Tyana - the entity Jesus was really / 931105
Aquarian Gospel  of Jesus, the Christ / 784102
Birth of Jesus (After the) - how aware was He of His mission? / 870104
Christ (Creating the name of Jesus for the role of the new.) / 931106
Christ (His Symbol 777) - an astrological explanation / 810211
Christ (The Second Coming of) / 803001
Christ - a concept of crystal clear consciousness / 782502
Christ and the Buddha - missions impossible / 822311
Christ - as an example of a true cosmic being / 791403
Christ consciousness (Awakening to) / 782108
Christ Consciousness (Examples of) / 8109XX
Christ consciousness moves across this plane like a thief in the night
 / 890411
Christ consciousness - onward to this or evolve backward / 850903
Christ - definition and origin / 782502
Christmas in July - real birth date of Jesus / 784411
Conception and birth of Jesus - two versions / 852302
Concerning the Resurrection / 8103XX
Crucifixion and the karmic curse / 782902
Crucifixion - metaphysical meaning / 782502
Crucifixion of Jesus (About a dream of the) / 770908
Crucifixion of Jesus - not noticed in early years / 772501
Crucifixion/Resurrection of Jesus was staged / 931101
Duplicate the miracles of Jesus (Can we?) / 860302
Forces of Darkness (How they operate) - Rome creates the "official"
Jesus / 821902
Fundamental Christians degrade Jesus by using his name in vanity and
ego / 792207
Healing method of Jesus kept secret - why? / 792812
Jesus (on the cross) - did God really "forsake?" / 830708
Jesus (The naming of) / 840612
Jesus (What occurred after the Crucifixion of) / 931104
Jesus a Prince of Peace or of Darkness (Was?) - how Christians distort
His message / 851706
Jesus/Adam/Cayce - and the Akashic records / 802205
Jesus and Jehovah - their links / 782902
Jesus and Krishna - a parallel / 782502
Jesus - and more on the Elohim / 812010
Jesus and the blind man - explanation / 930902
Jesus and the Christ Light (More on) / 821603
Jesus - and the thief on the cross / 800207
Jesus as a crutch  (for addicts) / 771302
Jesus as an archetypal force / 871203
Jesus - at the passing over / 930404
Jesus came to earth to thwart the program of Jehovah / 792506
Jesus Christ - and the purpose of channels / 782501
Jesus comes to alter Jehovah's plan to harvest the Jews / 881606
Jesus - did God speak when Jesus was baptized? / 803408
Jesus - did He ever marry? / 860607
Jesus - fulfilling Jehovah's promise of returning to his people / 791804
Jesus - last day statement "I will raise him up." - an explanation
 / 820808
Jesus - meaning of the name / 881605
Jesus - not the son of Jehovah - but offspring of the Elohim / 792516
Jesus revealed as an Arab - more information on the church repression of
info! / 851311
Jesus/Self - how Jesus gave up self / 901104
Jesus tempted by the devil? / 870105
Jesus - the channel of the Christ consciousness / 782502
Jesus the Christ - introducing a different motivational control / 783504
Jesus, the Max-Pax - the Galactic Man / 791804
Jesus - what does it mean to "believe on" Jesus / 8109XX
Jesus - when was He born? / 861901
Jesus - why did He speak in parables? / 801209
Kahuna philosophy taught by Jesus and which He used to work miracles
 / 791307
Lazarus - did Jesus really raise him from the dead after four days?
 / 792206
Life of Jesus (Some contradictions in a book about the) / 891112
Missions (Did Krishna and Jesus succeed in their?) / 852305
Mystery schools - why did Jesus study there? / 870104
Offended entities - concerning Jesus and Mary Magdalene / 811406
Personal savior (The concept of Jesus as a) / 911703
Prophet Mohammed - same level as Jesus? / 832011
Reincarnation (Jesus on) - "Whom do they say I am?" / 880905
Roman soldier's description of Jesus - false / 931106
Serpent (The meaning of the ) - Jesus, Adam and Eve / 861305
Spiritual healing (How it works) - how Jesus was able to heal / 850304
Temptation of Jesus (The) / 870101
Virgin birth of Jesus the Nazarene / 784410
Water into wine - by Jesus? / 820911

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