Date: 05-25-91  13:11
From: Sandy Barbre
Subj: ATAR

This is a communication between myself and Atar that occured
approximately 2315 hours on May 18, 1991

SANDY:  I'm glad you decided to come tonight, I couldn't get to
        Sleep.

ATAR:   my coming?

SANDY:  Yeah, that could be it. 

ATAR:   It's about time we did some more talking.

SANDY:  I know and I just want to start this out by saying that
        I'm really sorry that I didn't make it to the ship when I was
        told to.

ATAR:   You still don't seem to understand parallel times yet.
        The ship will be there when YOU  decide
        to go.

SANDY:  You mean that I don't have to go on a specific date and
        time?

ATAR:   Only you require time as you know it, but so that you
        may understand, it will be there when you decide to go.  Now that
        we have the pelimanaries (SP) out of the road we can move on to
        other things.  I understand that you have many questions, so
        begin.

SANDY:  Why don't I smoke when I'm around you?

ATAR:   Look around you.  Do you see your cigarettes?

SANDY:  Yes.

ATAR:   Then get one.

I try reaching for my cigarettes and lighter that are on the
coffee table and seem to kinda go right thru them.  Can't pick
them up.  But yet I see them.  I look at him questioningly.

ATAR:    That is what I have been trying to explain to you the
last few visits.  Yes, you APPEAR to be in your place of
residences and everything around you appears to be where it
should, however you are in another dimension of time and space.
You are there and not there at the same time.  This is your
vibrations.

SANDY:  Are you trying to say that I raise my vibrational level
        up to meet yours?

ATAR:   Yes and no.  You raise your vibrations up to meet me and
        I also lower mine to met you.  If I were to meet you in my
        natural state you would not be able to see me.  My movements
        would be much faster than your conscious mind could comprehend.

SANDY:  Then what is your "natural" form?

ATAR:   What you've considered "energy" beings would be my
        natural state, however for your peace of mind I come to you as

NOTE:   My description of Atar, right now, right then.... Approx
5'8 inches tall (I'm sitting down, but have stood next to him
before).  No body or facial hair.  Eyes almond shaped but with
pupils (pupils green, almost snake like) approximately 9 or 10
bumps on his forehead, similar to that of "Star Treks" Kilgon's.
Body, extremely skinny. No nose, slit type mouth.

NOTE::: Also for those of you who do not know, Atar is
        from a planet called Barconia.

ATAR:   Is that all of your questions?

SANDY:  You know well that it's not but knowing you have
        something you want to tell me.

ATAR:   I have already learned patience, you have not.  I can
        wait.

SANDY:  Smarty.  Ok.  I know we've been over this before but I'm
        going to ask it again..... Why are you here?

NOTE:If he knew how to sigh I'm sure he would be doing it right now.


ATAR:   Since we have discussed this previously we are going to
        go back in your mind a little bit differently.  When is the first
        time you remember seeing me specifically?

SANDY:   Wellllll, I would have to say when I was
about   26 or 27 years old.

ATAR:   You do know extend your memory far enough.  Go back
        farther in time.

SANDY:  No, that's definately the first time.

ATAR:   Since you are so sure of your time, let me ask you about
        the evening that you camped out under the stars when you were
        about 11 years old.  There was a group of other children you were
        with.  Three females and two males.

SANDY:  

ATAR:   You were taking a walk with another female and talking about
        how the stars were so bright and then you saw a light shinning
        thru the trees.  You remembered thinking about how the moon must
        have been full and then you saw me.

SANDY:    I was walking
        out to a stream with Sally Jones (her real name) when we saw this
        light coming thru the trees and were talking about how pretty
        bright the moon must be to sending shimmers of lights down thru
        the trees.  Yeah, I remember but I don't remember you being
        there.  Is this one of these mind tricks?  Are you MAKING me
        remember this?

ATAR:   Why would I want to trick your mind?  Is this not a real
        memory?

SANDY:  Yes, but......

ATAR:   Have no fear, this is recall from your own memory banks,
        nothing that I have done or am doing.  Just relax and let that
        night come to you and remember.

SANDY:    (remembering
        the walk to the stream and camping out and the people that were
        there....it was summer vacation and we had all rode our horses
        with backpacks up into the woods on dad's property and planned on
        spending the night out camping under the stars .
        We had brought food and had forgotten the water and that is why
        Sally and I are walking to the stream.  We wanted to hurry and
        get back to sit around the campfire and tell ghost stories.  I
        remember looking at the light and seeing a light blue shimmer of
        light coming down thru the trees and remember talking to Sally
        about the light and how pretty it was......then I remember a
        moment off to the right of me and looked and it moved so fast
        that I relooked as it was just going behind a tree.  I said
        something to Sally about one of the guys was hiding behind the
        tree and was probably planning on scaring us and told her what I
        had seen.  She just told me we ought to be prepared for the scare
        but also to hurry up and get back and be with the others.  I
        remember going back to camp with the water and all the rest of
        the crew asking where in the hell we had been and what took us so
        long to get the water, that the stream was not that far away...

ATAR:   I see you remember more now.

SANDY:  Yes and I also just realized that I was missing
        time....

ATAR:   You only missed approximately 20 minutes of your time.
        That was only part of your memory, you can go back and recall the
        rest if you wish.

SANDY:    Do you have
        time?  I'd really like to.

ATAR:   You are the only one that deals with "time".  Go ahead.

SANDY:  Ok, thanks...  I felt myself walking again in the woods.  I looked
        over at the tree just as the shape was disappearing behind it.  I
        squinted to get a better look and saw a figure come out from
        behind the tree and with a hand, it motioned us toward it.  Sally
        told me to look (at the figure) and I replied, "I'm looking, I'm
        just wondering who it is." We both head over toward the figure
        and as we get closer I notice a guy in a silver skin suit, with
        an emblem on his right shoulder.  Sally and I walked closer and
        then all of a sudden we were surrounded by the blue/white light.
        I get this sudden feeling of spinning, up and up, like I was
        caught in the middle of a hurricane.  As soon as the feeling is
        gone, I look around and am inside a ship.  Sally is nowhere
        around me and I'm looking around and am in a circular type room,
        similar but not like the ship of Foob's, (my first contact) There
        are chairs there that are similar like those in a planetarium,
        but not like them.  A door slides open and in walks this man, who
        I now know as Atar.
        

SANDY:  Who are you and where am I?

ATAR:   I am Atar.  And you are aboard a fascimile of a spaceship
        hovering above your planet.

SANDY:  Alright, I've been in one before, this is neat.  Why am I
        here?

ATAR:   Because we need your assistance.

SANDY:  But how can I help you?

ATAR:   Just by being you.

SANDY:  I don't understand.

ATAR:   You have been contacted before.

SANDY:  Yes, so?

ATAR:   In your lifetime you will have the opportunity to met
        many humans who will need your assistance.  All we ask is that
        you be there when needed.

SANDY:  That's easy.  Ok.  Where's Sally?  Did she come up here
        too?

ATAR:   No, she is waiting for you and she will not remember
        this.

SANDY:  Oh?  Will I remember?  I remember my other visits?

ATAR:   Only if you wish to remember.

SANDY:  I do, this is neat.  But I can't tell anyone, no one
        believes me.

ATAR:   It is not necessary.  We will be here, if you wish.

SANDY:  Oh, yes.
        

ATAR:   Now, you remember.

SANDY:  Boy that was a long time ago. But why didn't I remember
        that?

ATAR:   Because you didn't wish to remember it.  You knew that
        you wouldn't be believed so you didn't bother to recall it.  You
        can now go back and remember the entire episode whenever you
        wish.

SANDY:  But how can I do that?  Didn't you help me go back?

ATAR:   No, you went back on your own.  Remember the studies we
        did on memory recall?

SANDY:  Yes, can we go into it again?

ATAR:   I know this is not for you because I see that you
        recall it well.

SANDY:  I know you know, so let's just do it anyway.  It is for
        the others that read my echo about you.

ATAR:   Alright, but that is something that we will also
        discuss.  The others.  Humans deal strickly with emotions, and
        knowing that, and knowing that the brain is like a recorder, you
        can recall anything that you wish to.  The easiest things for you
        to recall are emotional things and this is a good thing to
        practice with.  Lay back and try to think of the happiest time in
        your life.  Feel the sensation and go with it, don't let any
        other thoughts interrupt the feeling.  Now picture in your mind
        what you were doing at the time.  Look around you and see what it
        is that made you feel that way.  Try and use all of your senses.
        Smell, hear, taste, whatever fits the emotion.  Experience all of
        it to it's fullest.  And the key to all of this is 'practice'...
        the more you practice the better you get at recalling.  Now, go
        to a crowded place, somewhere in time where you are in the middle of a
        conversation yet there are others around you that are not in your
        conversation...recall the time, recall what you were discussing
        and with who and then branch out, look at your surroundings,
        listen to music in the background, try and listen to the other
        conversations that you never paid attention to the first time you
        were there.  Also branch out with the other senses....

SANDY:  So what you are trying to tell me is that I can do this
        with ANYTHING?

ATAR:   Anything that you WISH to remember.  First you have to
        'want' to remember.

SANDY:  But how would I be able to recall things I don't know I
        want to remember.  Like how was I able to recall the first time I
        met you.

ATAR:   All I did was trigger your memory by REMINDING you of a
        certain place you were at, you did the rest.  By practicing,
        which you don't do as often as you need to, you would recall
        quite a few things.  You have no problems with these
        conversations that we have.

SANDY:  I think that's because you implant them so firmly in my
        mind that I have no choice.

ATAR:   Wrong, you ALWAYS have a choice.  It's whether you chose
        to remember.

SANDY:  I stand corrected.  Now what about the others?

ATAR:   There are several that you talk with (showing me a
        picture of my computer) that are indeed others that also have had
        experiences with my species and a few other species.  They need
        to recall the experiences.  For their own purposes.  They don't
        have to talk about it and you shouldn't push them to talk about
        it.  But be there when they need to ask questions.  ALWAYS be
        there.  You have a couple of ones that have no idea that they
        have ever had contact with us before.  They REFUSE to believe
        that we in fact exist, but they need to remember because they are
        having emotional difficulties because of it.  They need to
        practice the recall techinque.

SANDY:  Interesting.  Can I put this on the echo?

ATAR:   Yes.

SANDY:  Can I say who they are?

ATAR:   NO.

SANDY:  Why?

ATAR:   Because one would not want it made open until he deals
        with it himself and the other is very well known and it would
        ruin him.  That's all you need to know.  They know who they are.
        This will be enough for them.

SANDY:  Ok.

ATAR:   We will now talk about the underwater bases that you
        have on your planet.

SANDY:  This was something we've talked about and suspected by
        there is no way to prove it.

ATAR:   You have 12 underground/water bases that "we" know of.
        Five of them are located in the Atlantic Ocean, Four of them in
        the Pacific Ocean, Two in the Gulf of Mexico and one in the
        Persian Gulf.  You also have a split in the governing body of
        your country, with one side in cohorts with the greys and the
        other side with the species of underwater origin.  One's that you
        would call Repotids.  Eventually there will be a war between the
        two species with your governing bodies in the middle of it.  As
        far as we are concerned, that is totally between those two
        species, both outcasted by their own planets, both very much in a
        power/control mode, much like your people.  It would be advisable
        for you to take neither side.  However because your country being
        involved you need to learn to take care of yourself in a totally
        primitive environment as the world you know today will no longer
        be valid.  These are things you have been shown in the past and
        it would do well for you to recall ALL that you have been told in
        detail and pass it along to those you feel need the information.

SANDY:  But I don't understand why we/humans have to be involved
        in anyway alien type war.

ATAR:   It isn't a matter of involvement, it's a matter of being
        in the wrong place, at the wrong time as you would say.  And not
        only that you would be involved BECAUSE you let the governing
        bodies rule your thoughts and actions instead of being free
        thinking individuals.

SANDY:  So how did we get involved in the first place?

ATAR:   As long as you have had governing bodies controlling
        others like yourselves, way back in a time frame before yours,
        you have had humans controlling other humans.  Humans that only
        desired "power".  This power they seek has always be the power,
        over others.  The dark powers prevailed.

SANDY:  But what has that got to do with aliens?

ATAR:   Because other species also have the same ultimate goal
        and they made pacts, all throughout your planets existance with
        humans in control.  You have asked several times what your
        governing body is trying to hide and my answer to that is that
        you have been told already, you need to recall that communication
        between us.  And you need to seek this information soon, as it
        will be the cause of your planets shift and destruction of many
        humans.

SANDY:  Save me the time, please, and tell me again, now.

ATAR:   No.  It was a long communication then and if you desire
        to know of it, then do the recall.  We have much more that need
        communicating BEFORE ending this communication.

SANDY:  Oh, alright..... what else is so important?  Or more
        important than this?

ATAR:   I believe you will find that human kind in itself is
        important.  Things that you need to think about and turn over and
        change.  You live very much in a world that lives only for
        yourselves.  It is NOW time for you to assist others.  You need
        to STOP being like other humans and taking all you can and give.
        You have many starving children in your world and yet you throw
        away food that you have not eaten.  You organize bodies of humans
        to take care of these children but the funds are ate up in paying
        for the governing bodies and not the children.  It is up to you
        as individuals to seek out other humans in need in your areas and
        feed them, or clothe them.  This is not something you can do by
        yourself, it must be all humans that must participate.  Ones who
        wish to survive the holocaust.  Instead you take your funds and
        gain other items that are not necessary, you build giant
        buildings that funds could be used to built shelters for the less
        fortunate of your kind.  This also has been a fairly large
        communication between you and I.  But this is something that you
        need to look at NOW.  Those of you who think you have everything
        will have nothing.  Those of you that help will be rewarded many
        times over from the love of those you help.

SANDY:  Why do you teach me these things?  Why do you care?

ATAR:   You are all children of the universe and we are all
        inner related in one way or other.  Parallel worlds are not
        that difficult to imagaine.  The best example that I can
        give you is to have you look back upon your life and see
        where you have made major decisions.  These are "paths" and
        each time you choose a path you've opened up another avenue
        that your "self" can and is living both lives at one time.
        This would be the you now, in this world, and the childless
        you in one of the other worlds.  I understand that it's
        easier for you to except that with us rather than you, but
        there are also other worlds where the "other" you exists.
        And because we are indirectly involved.  We stand to lose our
        world if things go wrong on your planet.  That is why we are
        here.  We will only help between the war of the species from the
        other planets.  We will help aide your growth in developing a
        peaceful nation, but we cannot interfere because of your "free
        will".  You have brought this upon yourselves and is something
        that you need to deal with.

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