From: "Lofty, Martha T" 
Subject: Mindmelder
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Date: Fri, 03 Nov 95 08:47:00 CST

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A person very close to me told me something I never knew about him,
It's one of those "things" you never talk about for fear of ridicule
or worse. I have known him for 15 years. I had read a post yesterday
about levels or states of mind, ascension. We were talking about
strange dreams and pshycic predictions and levels of consciousness and
what not, and he revealed to me a most fascinating thing about
himself.

He says he is able to go into a persons' mind and give them a thought,
or a conscious feeling of some sort. He mostly does it to strangers.
He can actually concentrate on the person, see himself go through a
series of lights and clouds, then he comes upon a ball of light of
sorts which he thinks is their conscious being, brain, soul, what have
you, and caresses the ball as he projects his thoughts. As soon as he
feels it "click", the person gives a start, says "did you hear that?"
to their companion, or says "what was that!", or actually brings up
the thought he gave them into a line of conversation. He says he has
tried it on me many, many times, but has never succeeded. He says I am
completely blank to him, like I have walls up. Although he did say he
thinks he was successful a few times right before I fell asleep, (when
my gaurd was down). That would explain some of my strange waking
dreams or sensations I have had. When he told me all this, he became a
whole new fascinating person to me, although he already was, just more
so now. He is scared it altered my feelings of him in a bad way, but I
assured him it was great. I want to try the thing he does openly and
willingly to see if I can let my walls down for him. He feels he will
be too intimidated and will fail. He says it's also about a 1 in 10
chance that it works.

This whole confession made me remember a feeling I had about a week
ago, I was about to fall asleep, and I felt as if someone was reaching
into my head, put their hands around my soul and started to pull me
out through my head (would this possibly be a walk-in trying to get
in?), I panicked and forced myself to wake up. I could not fall asleep
again for hours, scared to death. I wondered if he was trying this
thing then, or if it was someone (thing) else. I also hear voices
sometimes in my head, or music, but only at night, while I am drifting
in or out of sleep. I know, I know, dreamstate and wake state
intermingling.

Anyway, this guy is telling the truth, I KNOW him. He was so
embarassed and scared to tell me. I find it absolutely amazing, and it
explains some things to me about him.

Has anyone else ever had an experience like that, or does anyone else
feel they can do this? Does it sound the same? Please talk to me. Any
suggestions on how I can "open up" and let him in??

mtl


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