Going Up: Multi-Dimensional-Self and Ascension

Of Limiting Concepts and Non-Limiting Experiences

Dec 16, 1994

Some weeks ago, I had an experience I like to share, in terms of
describing or explaining some concepts of myself:

One evening, I was at dinner, and was currently thinking about the
concepts I had, and the way people leave physical plane in death-
process: enter the tunnel, and reach the light - and how are concepts or
belief-systems affect this process, who has it easier:

One, who have no idea of astral-plane, or generally didn't cared what
happen after the death, or a person, with some concepts, and experiences
as I thought I am, or even a person which has views of hell and heaven,
an overconceptualized view, with no experience (dogma).

More I was thinking, I wasn't sure, whether my view will maybe prevent
me to allow to be - just to be - not to think how it may be, just
allowing how it will be, like the one with no concept could allow,
maybe.

The one with lot of concepts, maybe too hard concepts as getting to a
real dogma, will have it hard to allow to release his/her views, when
s/he leaves the physical-plane, as those are becoming sometimes bound
entities.

My thoughts moved also to the aspects, that lack of concepts doesn't
imply a lack of experience. As many people had Out Of Body Experiences,
but didn't paid much attention, or denied later their experiences. I
felt, how important it is, beside all concepts having the openness to
allow to experience things.

In this way, I remembered my concepts of my etheric-presence on the
Mothership (ref. Ashtar Command and Interdim. Traveling), where I AM
etheric present and I continued to think (mental/intellectual) that if I
AM there, in the same moment, what's then The Ascension, when I AM there
already?

I was still eating, and my girlfriend was in front of me... and I
decided to pull myself out of the physical reality to return...

IT HAPPENED IMMEDIATLY... Snip...

I returned after a while, which I don't know how long it was, seconds,
minutes or hours... I entered into the physical body by a kind of
tunnel, as I would enter in a glueish cloth-piece. I've got conscious
that I was in a defined room, with limits, with a certain size or space
... it was weird... I looked out of two holes (my eyes) and watched an
unknown person in front of me, who put stuff into the mouth (my
girlfriend was still eating)

I asked myself: What I'm doing here!? Like a stranger who entered a
weird place.

After some moments I knew or remembered, after I made the full contact
with my brain/mind, that I'm still at the dinner, with my girlfriend who
sat on the other side of the table in front of me.

Then I realized I was pulling myself out of the personality I AM on
physical, and felt how it is being away, in another vibrational reality.
And the main point was, I realized, that I AM etheric, and the
personality on physical is a portion of me, and I can return any time,
but I can't conceptualize it in my body with my brain/mind tool yet.

As my body is a library of progress I made on physical, which is an
expression of my Self I sent out of Etheric Reality. I AM anchored by
having a physical body, but there is still a far distance between both
realities I live, I AM existing.

Answering my previous question for myself: The Ascension is, to develop
the physical vehicle to be able to keep the etheric vibration in it,
this will be effect a huge change of concepts and other patterns, and I
knew in this moment, my thinking maps a certain perception with
concepts, but I have todo more: transforming the body to allow to be
complete within: as physical (brain/mind) personality, etheric I AM
presence, and the other aspects.

What I was looking for: I wanted to know and verify, whether I could
leave anytime this physical plane to return, and I know now, I can. But
that's not the intention of my presence: to leave, but to develop and
enrich the reality I participate and pulling the whole surrounding with
me, into fifth dimensional reality I AM, that's my feelings of The
Ascension. As Going-Up is then with the physical body, as vehicle, but
with no limits...

Different as Astral-Programming  or other techniques of OOBE, this
Going-Up  was made without any preparation, no relaxing, no meditation,
or chakra-preparation (which maybe was the reason why I could almost
nothing remember). I just went by the will. As described, it's possible,
but I felt later too, it's really necessary to expand the consciousness
to the total being I AM:

I AM A Multi-Dimensional Spiritual Being On Journey In Physical Reality
To Share Light And Love!

Appendix:

The concepts of "who you are" limit remembrance of experiences, nothing
else, therefore allow to expand or release your current limiting
concepts that the Self is no more covered, else you can't remember what
you have experienced, in the last night, last day, last week, last
month, last year or in your last life... it's time to wake-up and
merging into one moment of NOW!

Then Your Self Get Connected Within All Your Portions You Are!

Just the mind, as tool for physical existance, splits the NOW into a
chain of happenings we call Time.

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